What If.. (Nemi)

Chapt. 39: Breaking Me

Nick

Weeks passed and I slowly convinced Demi that we were going to be just fine.. she was scared of losing me and I couldn't blame her.. I was kinda scared too

The day of the plane ride came and Demi drove me to the airport

- Do you have everything? Medical kit? Warm clothes..

- Demi, stop - I chuckled - I'll be back in a heart beat okay?

She grinned - I can't help it..

- I know - I said getting out of the car. I went to her door and opened it taking her hand - And you're lucky I find that completely adorable

She giggled and hugged me - I'm going to miss you..

I kissed her head and we walked to the back if the car to take off my bags

We walked up the airport to the departures and hugged one last time

- I love you...

She leaned up kissing me - Please be back in a heart beat..

- If it would be my heart beat, I would be back in a second

She chuckled hugging me and rocking our bodies from side to side

- Mine too.. - she finally said

We kissed one more time goodbye and I pass the security gates. I waited in the line seeing her on the other side of the glass window separating us

I pulled out my phone and texted her *I love you*

I looked back up to see her red face threatening tears and seconds later she looked at her phone

She typed something and looked back at me with tears streaming down her face..

*I love you too.. 😘"

I smiled and typed *Stop crying you little baby*

She looked down and giggled as the line continued going *I am a baby.. I'm your baby.."

I chuckled and looked up seeing her smile widely

I got to the machine and took every metallic thing off doing the security routine

Afterwards, Demi was still in the same spot so I waved at her having a wave back

She threw me a kiss and I pretended to catch it putting in my heart

I got down the stairs and went to my gate to wait for a few minutes for the plane to come

Demi

I left the airport in tears and went back home.

We talked every night on the phone and face timed once a week..

One night, I was scrolling through twitter when I saw a very alarming article

"Nick Jonas and Rita Ora are seen in front of a hotel"

My heart started pounding really hard as I examined the article.. the source told she left late at night and that Nick was constantly smiling

My phone rang and I felt the tears come to my eyes as I answered

- Hello? - I asked sniffing

- Hey babe.. how are you? - he said happily making my heart do flops

- Great.. you seem happy

- Yeah.. I am happy.. been having fun.. you okay? You're sniffing a lot

My chin quivered as I tried to answer - Yeah.. just.. sick...

- Aww... I know you'll get better - he chuckled - Gotta go... bye

I stared at the phone in disbelief.. no "I love you"..

The first time, you never forget...

The first time, your heart truly breaks..