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I just looked up my Boy best friend from 5th grade on fb and I'm so sadd ☹️. He's doing ok, I hope. He doesn't post much on his account but just knowing the fact that he's still alive and breathing makes me so happy. (Not that he was suicidal or anything when I knew him).

And I haven't spoken to him in about 5 almost 6 yrs but he always had a special place in my heart and still holds that place in the present day. He made me feel safe when I felt cornered by others in school and as cliche as it may seem, the memory of him calms me when I'm uncontrollably crying my eyes out or just when I don't feel happy.

But on another note, I really want to text him and just see what's been going on in his life but I'm also scared at the fact that he might not remember me :(. Idk if I should friend request him or notttttt. Ahhhh Im so fucking happy. Holy shitttt. And I also found out he still lives nearby (I thought he moved since he didn't go to the high schools nearby). I'm so fucking hypedddd. Omfg. I almost want to squeal of happiness but it's in the middle of the night and everyone's asleep. Ahhhhh.

Lmaoo. Shits crazy mann💀

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