Chapter 13 - They are just Dreams

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T/W - Homophobe, Language, Death, Panic Attack, Self Harm

Virgil's POV
Roman and I are sitting at the movies having a good time. He is about to kiss me, then he comes to us. He kills Roman with his bare hands. I start to cry. "I always told you to never love your own sex. I killed myself because of you. You homosexual!" He yells at me. Then he walks toward me. I run for my life down a hall. I keep running till I can't anymore. Then Roman appears in front of me. I cry and hug him. He hugs me back. Then he disappeared in my arms. I turn around and he has Roman in his hands. "You can't date the same sex. You sinner." Then he ripped Romans heart out. Then he hits me.

"Virgil!!!" I hear someone say. "Virge."
I wake up. I see Roman in front of me. I hug him. I realize I was crying.
"Are you okay, Virgil?"
"I had a bad dream."
"Do you wanna talk about it?"

Romans POV
I wake up to Virgil screaming. I get up. I start to panic. I see he was crying, I shake him. I start to pace up and down the room.
"Virgil!" No responds
"Virge!" No responds
"Virgil!!!" I yell about to cry
"Virge!" He wakes up. I sigh. He hugs me. I hug back.
"Are you okay, Virgil?"
"I had a bad dream."
"Do you wanna talk about it?"

Virgils POV
"I guess."
He sits down next to me and holds me.
"We were at the movies having a great time. T-then he came and killed you in front of me. Then I tried to run away. You came back. I hugged you and started crying, then you disappeared. I- I turn around and he had you in his arms. T-then h-he." I start to hyperventilate.
"He ripped your heart out Roman!"
"It is okay now, I am here with you." Roman says as he pulls me closer to him and he kisses my head.
"Who is 'he'?" Roman asks
"M-my dad."
"Did he say why he did it."
"He said it was because I liked boys. And I am a sinner."
"Oh."
"I need to change my hoodie and shirt."
"Okay should I go."
"I don't care." I say as I forget about my cuts.
He stays in my room. I take off my hoodie and shirt. The thing around my wrist showed. I look down then I try to bring the fabric to my chest but I hit my wrist on the dresser. I put on a shirt and run into the bathroom.

Romans POV
I say in his room. He takes off his hoodie then his shirt. Wow, he has abs. I think I am in love with this kid. Then I see something around his wrist. Ace bands. He pulls then to his chest and grabs a shirt and runs into the bathroom. I run after him.
"May I come in Virge?"
"You don't want to."
"I want to make sure your okay."
He unlocks the door.

Virgils POV
I sit on the toilet as Roman comes in.
"May I?" Roman asks
I nod. Oh crap he is going to hate me so much. When he takes the fabric off there is so much blood. I guess they opened when I hit my arm on the dresser. He gets a rag and whips off the blood.
"Why did you cut yourself."
"I don't know."
After the blood his off he looks down. He realizes the cuts spell his name.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"Roman." I grab his wrists. "The night you kissed me for the first time. I thought it was a joke and you would never love me. I got upset then I cut myself. I cut your name because I love you."
Roman looks like he is about to cry.
"Virgil, I am sorry. I didn't think you thought about it like that. Virgil, I kisses you because I love you too."
I kiss him on the lips. He kisses back. He puts his arms around my waist and I put my arm around his neck. We pull away.
"Now lets get you fixed up."
I smile and put my forehead on his.
He puts my arms on the counter and puts a bandaid on the cuts then puts something ace wrap around it.
"Thank you Ro."
"It isn't a problem."
"Lets go back to my room."
"Okay. Are you sure your wrist okay?"
"Yes Roman."
"Promise me you won't cut again."
"I promise." I smile.
We sit on my bed and I turn on a song on my radio player. It radio starts to play the beginning of Kiss me. We both smile.

"Settle down with me
Cover me up
Cuddle me in" Roman sings as he puts his arm around me

"Lie down with me
And hold me in your arms" I sing to him.

"And your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed in my neck" he sings as I put my head on his shoulder

"I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet" I sing as I get up and pull him off the bed.

"And with a feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now" he sings as we start to dance around my room

"Kiss me like you wanna be loved" we sing together

"You wanna be loved" I sing

"You wanna be loved" he sings as he spins me

"This feels like falling in love" I sing

"Falling in love" he sings

"We're falling in love" we sing together as we put our foreheads together

"Settle down with me
And I'll be your safety
You'll be my man." I sing

"I was made to keep your body warm
But I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms" he sings

"Oh no" I sing

"My heart's against your chest, your lips pressed in my neck" he sings as we start to slow dance

"I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet" I sing

"And with this feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now" he sings

"Kiss me like you wanna be loved" we sing together

"You wanna be loved" I sing

"You wanna be loved" he sings

"This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love' we sing together

"Yeah I've been feeling everything
From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth
I guess that's how I know you
So I hold you close to help you give it up" he sings

"So kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love" I sing

"Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love" we sing.

When it is over he pulls me closer to him with his hands on my hips and his kisses me on my lips. I kiss him back with passion. I put my arms around his neck. We pull away.
"Ro." I say
"Virge."
"Will you be my boy friend?"

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