✅ Bad for You// J.M ✅

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"jess wake up" jonah whispers

"no i'm sleeping"

"jack and your mom are home"

"so"

"don't they care that a boys in your bed"

"na maybe jack but not my mom"

"oh well then keep sleeping"

"are you going home?"

"no if you want me to stay and sleep over then i can"

"please. i like falling asleep in your arms"

"okay."

"what time is it?"

"late"

"oh"

"just sleep" he kisses my cheek and i fall asleep again

"do you think you'll ever love me"

"what"

"just wondering cause you don't do love"

"yeah well it's really early to tell"

"oh"

"that didn't come out right"

i just stay silent and pretend to stay sleeping

i'm lowkey hurt by that statement

i mean "really early to tell" he could've been like cute about it and be like "well maybe i do"

"don't be mad it's not my fault"

"come on don't be mad at me"

"babeeeeee"

"jonah i'm trying to sleep shut up"

"oh sorry"
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its the next morning and i don't really care about last night that much

i mean yeah i do love him but thats his personality and how he is and i can't really change that

"good morning" he whispers kissing my cheek

"morning" i respond standing up to get ready for school

"is it always freezing cold in your room" he asks sitting up and wrapping a blanket around him

"yeah most of the time"

"come here we don't have to get ready yet"

"it's 5 A.M"

"school starts at 8 come on come here"

"ugh fine"

i walk back over to my bed and he pulls me on to his lap

"you look cute in the morning" i tell him

"thanks. do you think you'll wanna come to the party?"

"i don't know i'm kinda scared"

"why?"

"cause i'll be around a bunch of people, dancing, and alcohol. and i don't like people, dancing, or alcohol"

"you don't have to drink babe"

"i guess not. but what about the others"

"first the people won't care about you cause they're all focused on themselves, and with the dancing you'll be a great dancer all the dancing at parties is just moving around"

"and giving people boners"

"what?"

"what"

"you said something"

"no i didn't"

"okayyyy anyways please come to the party it will be a lot of fun"

"promise"

"promise"

"okay i'll go"

"yay!"