𝕊ℙ𝕀𝔻𝔼𝕐

Letter

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Some people, 'laugh', even when it hurts.

Some people, 'says "It's okay."', even when they can barely stand.

Some people, 'says "Sorry"', even when they're not at fault.

Some people, 'says "Thank you"', even when they're left behind.

Some people, 'remember', even when they have to suppress it.

Some people, 'tolerate', even when it kills them.

Some people, 'stay', even when they have to dry their tears.

Some people, 'says "Good-bye"', even when they love you from the bottom of their heart.

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That's how I, Peter Benjamin Parker, feels every time I see my best friend and the love of my life are locking lips every day. Geez! You guys never pity the single people out there.

I mean, like I said before, I need to be happy and supportive of them, even when it's hurting me every time.

Come on! I'm Spiderman! A little pain isn't going to kill me, right? I'm stronger than any human being! I can beat up Captain America! But that's just physical strength. No matter how strong you are, you can always hurt, if not physically then emotionally.

They say some people never cry. But it's all just a mask they wear. Inside, they're still human. They still cry. They just don't let you see the tears. Because behind closed doors, they're balling their eyes out.

You and Harry are getting married next week. And I'm the best man. When the time comes when you're walking down the aisle, just please, don't look at me. If you look at me straight in the eye, it'll just break my heart into a million pieces.

And after the ceremony, I think I'll need time to heal. Away, away from the city. Away from Harry. Away from everything. Away from you... I hope you understand.

If you see this before your big day, then forget everything you saw and go get your tiger! Come back for this after.

But if you're reading this after the ceremony, then remember that I meant every word I said. Or wrote.

I LOVE YOU from the bottom of my broken heart.

With lots and lots of love,

Your Friendly Neighborhood Spiderman,

AKA, Peter Benjamin Parker

P.S.: Please come visit me once or twice a month at the grave. I want to hear all about your day. Let us meet again in the future! ❤

I wiped the tears but they keep cascading down non-stop. "I love you too, Peter. If only you were here to hear me say it."

Harry and I broke the engagement when we saw your letter and after that, I confessed to him that I didn't love him anymore, and that I love you, Peter.

Years passed and I'm still holding on to your letter. There's no more Peter Parker, the Friendly Neighborhood Spiderman. The city became more dangerous and there's no hero to save the little guys like us.

I hope you're happy up there and I can't wait to join you later.

A/N: Omg. That was awesome. Comment in Thai or English if you want. Bye for now!

-1 August, 2019