Just A Glimpse[ᴀ ᴅɪᴀʀʏ ᴏғ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs]

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ɪ

"ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ sᴇᴇ ᴏʀ sᴇᴇᴍ ɪs ʙᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ."
                        —ᴇᴅɢᴀʀ ᴀʟʟᴀɴ ᴘᴏᴇ

~•~

I had a dream.

A dream where I was happy.

A dream where I found love.

I don't know how we met.

we were like polar opposites,

he was often deemed to be cold by his fellow friends,

while I was like a walking spring.

'But don't worry.'

He added, when I felt like rain he would be like the sun to brighten up my day.

He said it with such confidence that I just laughed at this.

He turned to me with a smile so bright that—I almost wanted to believe her.

               Maybe I did want to believe him.

~•~

At the time I was going through some stuff.

It wasn't exactly the brightest time of my life nor was it the darkest.

It was like Autumn, a season where my summer has left and my winter was fast approaching.

He came so suddenly.

My winter was beginning to look like a white wonderland with him around.

He stuck around by me to hang out,

we talked almost everyday,

and for a moment,

                   my winter wasn't as cold.

My day wasn't really complete without his silly texts or calls,

his smile,

his eyes,

his laugh.

My day wasn't really complete without him.

~•~

The dream shifted,

we were at the beach this time,

all of our friends were just playing around or cooking food,

the sun was setting.

I was sitting on the sand admiring the view,

baggy shirt clinging to my damp body from swimming earlier on.

He sat beside me,

handing me a bottle of water and saying nothing.

A comfortable silence was between us.

He turned to me and said something,

but I couldn't hear it.

As if it was so quiet that all I heard was ringing in my ears.

His expression grew worried and his hands reached out to me,

I was confused.

Why did he look so worried?

Was the question really that important to him?

I felt something run down my cheeks and I touched to see what it was.

Tears.

I was crying.

Why was I crying?

~•~

I looked up at where he was but there was no one there.

The once lively beach was now empty,
I was just sitting there,

crying my eyes out,

confusion swirling my delicate mind.

Then in a flash I was awake,

staring up at my ceiling as the birds chirped outside,

and my sister's light snoring on the bed.

I just laid there,

taking in what the dream was about and how vividly real it was.

He exist now, only in my memories.

~•~

I had a dream.

A dream where I was happy.

A dream where I found love.

But it remained just that.

A dream.

~•~

Hi little bunnies! Welcome to my story! This is really only just a diary of the dreams that have been happening to me these past few weeks. But I hope you enjoy it!