Just A Glimpse[ᴀ ᴅɪᴀʀʏ ᴏғ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍs]

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Have you ever been so in love that it hurts?

A hand reached out to me.

It looked so warm and comforting.

And I was cold.

So cold.

I've just been in my room for the past few hours now.

Sometimes I fall asleep without even realizing.

It's always there.

The hand reaches out to me, and as soon as I go and grab it,

I wake up.

My heart aches so much. I can't even begin to describe it.

It isn't the kind of pain that I get with heartbreak and stuff.

It's different.

And it just hurts so much.

My mind is just swirling with confusion.

Every time I wake up I always seem to find myself crying.

My mind just can't comprehend what's happening.

I always figured stuff out.

I was always proud of that fact about myself.

I know i'm a logical person.

But now I just feel so helpless knowing I don't know anymore.

I just want it to stop.

And yet I don't.

I love him.

I love him so much it hurts.

Maybe i'm going insane.

Loving a stupid guy.

From my stupid dreams.

Maybe this is just a twisted joke that my mind made up.

Maybe I'm just so desperate for love that i'm in love with my own made up fantasy.

It hurts.

Maybe I'm just crazy?

Either way. I love him.

So much that it just hurts me.

Have you ever been so in love that it hurts?

Cause I have.