A M Y *16TH NOVEMBER*
"I'm gonna go out and find a birthday present for Darcy." Niall said as he stepped out of the bathroom. We arrived in London yesterday, and now we're in a hotel room. "I'll be back soon."
"Don't take too long." I told him. "You promised me that we would spend the whole day together." I added. Niall and I had asked the lads if Darcy could stay in one of their rooms for today so Niall and I could have the whole day together, and they agreed.
"It won't take to long. I promise" He said. "I know excatly what I'm gonna get her, so I'll be back in about 30 minutes."
"Okay." I replied.
"I love you." He said and gave me a sweet kiss on the lips.
"I love you too." I said as we pulled away. We smiled at each other before he turned around and headed out of the room. As soon as he was out of the room, I sighed and leaned back in the chair I sat in.
Niall has been going out a lot lately, and he says it's just to meet up with the guys. But whenever he comes back and I ask him what him and the guys did, he'll just start acting weird and then find some lame excuse to not talk to me.
I know that he's saying the truth right now, but I'm just worried. I feel like he's hiding something for me, and it's actually scaring me. I'm scared he's cheating, or that he just wants to get away from me.
I asked the guys about it once, but they said that they weren't 'allowed to say it'. When they told me that, I just got more worried. I always shake away the thought of him cheating me and just focus on everything I have right now. I have a beautiful daughter and an amaing boyfriend.
I got up from the chair and sat down in the king-sized bed where my laptop was. I turned it on and logged on netflix. I clicked on 'Pretty Little Liars' and started watching an episode.
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It's been an hour. Still no sign of Niall. I've tried calling him, but he won't pick up. The guys doesn't know where he is either.
Maybe he just got stuck in traffic? Yeah, let's say that. He got stuck in traffic. I turned off my computer and decided to go to Zayn and Liam's room where Darcy was.
I grabbed the hotel room keys and then headed over to Liam and Zayn's room. I knocked on the door and waited for someone to open. The door swung up not longer after and Zayn stood there.
"Hi, Zayn. I was just wondering if I could stay in your room until Niall comes back?"
"He's still not back?" He asked and I shook my head. "Just come in. Liam is taking a shower and Darcy is taking a nap." I nodded and headed inside the room.
"Zayn, can I ask you something?" I asked and he nodded. "Is Niall hiding something for me?"
"Amy, we have told you before. We can't tell you." He replied.
"I'm just scared, okay?" I said. "He goes out a lot saying he's going out with you guys, but he never answers me when I ask him what you did when you hung out. I'm scared he's cheating on me."
"Listen, we can't tell you why he's going out a lot, but I assure you he's not cheating." He said. "He loves you too much to do that."
"Then why won't he tell me where he's going all the time?" I asked.
"You'll find out sooner or later." He replied. I sighed.
"I'll just ask Niall about it." I muttered. A knock came on the door again, and Zayn went to open it. The person who knocked said something I couldn't hear.
"Yeah, she's here." Zayn replied to the person. I heard footsteps coming, and Niall entered the room.
"There you are!" He said and walked over to hug me. "I thought you were gone when you weren't in the room."
"Like you would care." I muttered and started walking towards the door. I looked behind me to see Niall standing there with a confused expression. I turned around again and headed out of the room. I walked back to mine and Niall's room. I knew Niall would come there, but I didn't care for now.
I sat down in the chair and pulled out my phone. I went on Instagram and just scrolled down pictures and like a few of them.
I heard the door open and close, and I knew it was Niall. "Hi." He said.
"Hey." I replied without looking away from my phone.
"Why are you suddenly so mad at me?" He asked. I didn't reply. "Did you hear me? Why are you so mad at me?" He snapped my phone out of my hand and threw it on the bed. I sighed and looked up at him.
"You wanna know what's wrong?" I asked and he nodded. "The problem is that you're always going out. You tell me you're going out with the lads, but they say something else." I paused. "I'm scared that you're cheating on me. Whenever I try to ask you what you did while you were out with the lads, you'll just make up an excuse not to talk to me. I'm both scared and mad, but I've held it in, and now I'm just more mad."
"Trust me, Amy, I'm not cheating." He said taking my hand.
"Then why won't you tell me what you're actually doing while you're out?" I asked.
"I can't tell you just yet." He replied. "You will know sometime. It's not long until you'll know. I promise."
"How do I know you're not lying?" I asked. "For all I know, you could just make up a story about this and then make me believe that's what really happened."
"You just have to trust me."
"Can't you just please tell me?!" I almost yelled. He made me frustrated, and I didn't like it. I didn't like being mad at him. He looked down for a moment before he turned around and walked towards one of his bags. "I'm sick of this, Niall! Why won't you just tell me the truth?"
"I'm supposed to ask you this later, but I'd rather ask you now than lose you." He told me before turning around. He had his hands in his pockets as he walked towards me. "Listen, Amy, this past 2 weeks I've been going out a lot, and yes, I've been lying about where I'm going.."
"Why would you lie?" I asked.
"These past 2 weeks, I've been preparing this all out. I want it to be perfect, but I might as well just do it now." He took a deep breath and grabbed both my hands. "Amy, I've loved you since we were just little kids, I just loved you another way back then. I never realised what I felt for you before the age of 13. You make me happy, and everything is just perfect when I'm around you. I love the way you smile, the way you laugh, and the way your eyes shine when you look into my eyes. I feel like you're the only one who knows me. I can tell you anything, and I assure you that you can do the same. Just being around makes me feel like I can be myself, and not having to care about what media thinks of me." He paused again. He put one of his hands in his pocket and pulled out a velvet box. He then went down on one knee and looked me deeply in my eyes. I already felt myself starting to tear up. "Amy Rae Shay, will you marry me?"
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Haha, did you expect that?? I bet none of you did! I'll update next chapter tomorrow. (MAYBE)
Enjoy the cute picture of Niall pn the side!!❤️
Sorry for spelling mistakes!
- Sarah xx
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Little Angel // niall horan
FanfictionWhen Amy Shay meets her ex-boyfriend, Niall Horan, everything changes. After almost 4 years away from each other, she doesn't know how to trust him anymore. But what happens when Niall finds out a deep secret abput Amy? A secret she should've told...