𝓼𝓪𝓯𝓮 ➣ 𝓼. 𝓻𝓮𝓲𝓭

𝓼𝓪𝓯𝓮

you told him you love the rain and now he never sleeps during storms.

not because he's afraid, because they remind him of you.

𝓼𝓪𝓯𝓮

it's been seven months since mara died.

reid buried himself in work, focused on something that wasn't remembering the sound of her voice, the way her skin felt against hers, what her laugh sounded like. it was easier to throw himself into work.

the team grieved a friend, reid grieved more. he grieved a soulmate.

the note she'd left was confusing for him. whether her being safe meant she was truly safe, dead. or that she was still alive and somewhere safe. reid accepted she was dead. he buried her, he had to accept a fate. and without her, that was a fate worse than death.

reid dealt with his pain by projecting it onto the cases, morgan projected his by finding the man who killed her: paul fox.

when they finally found him, they needed something to hold against him. something to make him talk.

hotch knew who to bring in while reid wondered what mara would do in his situation.

how will the fox react when he finds out he failed to kill mara again?

how will reid react when he finds out she's alive?

𝓬𝓪𝓼𝓽

amber heard as mara jane "mj" tate

matthew gray gubler as spencer reid

the rest of the cast as their respective selves

𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽

i. all the time - cub sport
" i've been thinking 'bout you all the time
imagining a life where you are mine
i've been thinking 'bout you all the time, all the time
i've been thinking 'bout where you would sleep
imagining you lying close to me "

ii. lover - taylor swift
" have I known you twenty seconds or twenty years?
can I go where you go?
can we always be this close forever and ever? "

iii. us - james bay
" after the wreckage
after the dust
i still hear the howling, i still feel the rush
over the riots, above all the noise
through all the worry, i still hear your voice '

iv. outer space/carry on - 5 seconds of summer
" if I was an island
in search of castaways
maybe I'll find you
here and the rain it came too soon, I will wait for you
to love me again "

v. ghosts - banners
" can't touch the stars, can't make them shine
" but you know i'll try
for you i'll try "

vi. better - syml
" i came into your picture such a broken fool
a million different pieces looking back at you
believe me when I say this, I was giving up
but now you come and save me "

vii. perfectly wrong - shawn mendes
" you're perfectly wrong for me
all the stars in the sky could see
why you're perfectly wrong for me "

viii. ghost of you - 5 seconds of summer
" here I am waking up, still can't sleep on your side
there's your coffee cup, the lipstick stain fades with time
if I can dream long enough, you'd tell me i'd be just fine
i'll be just fine "

ix. you're still the one - the maine
" you're still the one I run to
the one that I belong to "

x. easier - 5 seconds of summer
" is it easier to stay, is it easier to go
i don't wanna know "

xi. dress - taylor swift
" i'm not even going to try
and if i get burned, at least we were electrified
i'm spilling wine in the bathtub
you kiss my face and we're both drunk "

𝒹𝒾𝓈𝒸𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓂𝑒𝓇
➥ i do not own the criminal minds character nor the episodes. however, i do own rights to mara jane, and paul fox.
➥ warnings: this book is going to contain mature content such as: violence, mention of suicide, drug use, and also spoilers from the previous book: 𝓶𝓪𝓻𝓪 𝓳𝓪𝓷𝓮
➥ the episodes are going to be severely out of order, i just want to use ones from different episodes and not follow the correct criminal minds story line.
➥ if you have any question or are confused, even any suggestions, please comment or message me.