Chapter 21

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Chapter 21

It was always something. My phone just had to ring when I was about to get the kiss of my life. Didn't everybody want me to be happy? Why was the universe so mean to me? I've been dying for this kiss from Carson for so many years. Now I was being interrupted by a stupid phone call that probably wasn't even important in the first place.

I looked down at my phone screen and it was Wyatt. I instantly freaked out because I was literally about to kiss Carson. Wyatt wasn't even on my agenda and now he was calling me. What the heck was I supposed to do? First off, I needed to calm down and answer the phone before he thinks I'm ignoring him. Shit.

Taking the blanket off me, I rushed upstairs into Carson's room and answered the phone. This was going to be super awkward, but I had to speak to him.

"Hey, Wyatt, how are you?" I asked trying not to sound too nervous. I needed to end this conversation really quick.

"Hey beautiful, how has you're vacation been so far?" He asked me and complimented me like always. He was always so sweet.

"It's been uh-uh, interesting." I stuttered, but I couldn't help it.

He chuckled. "Doesn't sound interesting, but I don't have much time to talk. I miss you and can't wait to see you!"

"Yeah, same here. I'll talk to you later." I said eagerly hanging up the phone.

All this pressure slipped off my body and I sighed with relief. It was great that he couldn't stay on the phone long enough to talk to me. Still, I felt bad because I was here with Carson and that kiss was definitely going to happen. I'm such a fool for doing this, but I couldn't help it. I wanted to be with Carson and only Carson. I just couldn't let go of Wyatt. Ugh, I was a mess.

The door opened and in came Carson. He closed the door behind him and stood there looking at me confused. I looked at him confused as well because I didn't know what he was staring at. It was weird but I was the one that left in the first place. He was probably wondering where I went and who I was on the phone with. If things couldn't get anymore worse.

He looked at the ground and smiled a little bit. "That was Wyatt, huh?" He asked me nervously.

I nodded my head not really wanting to answer his question. I knew how he felt about Wyatt for whatever reason. He wasn't exactly his biggest fan so I wasn't going to say much about it. In fact, he didn't seem to want to know more as he climbed in his bed and I stood there awkwardly looking at him. He was still shirtless and all I wanted to do was climb in bed with him. There was something seriously wrong with me.

Catching my gaze, he smirked at me and patted the bed next to him. I knew that meant he wanted me to lay next to him. It was just a little weird for me to do so this time. Before when feelings weren't shared it was easy. He was oblivious and I was basking in the moment. But we almost kissed and he was half naked. Everything was on the line here between our relationships and us. It wasn't going to stop me though.

I took a deep breath and slowly made my way over to him. He watched and kind of laughed at me for being so weird. This was never in a million years how I expected to be acting in front of him. All he was doing was enjoying himself watching me act like I haven't laid in a bed next to him before.

Next thing I know, his hands were grabbing my waist and pulling me down onto the bed next to him. Smiling in the process, his grip got a little tighter as I ran my fingers through his curls. We looked each other in the eyes and that's when things got back to being serious again.

"Where were we again?" He asked me with this devilish smile plastered across his face.

I smiled. "I don't know, you tell me." I teased him a little bit.

He chuckled in the most cutest way and slowly, but surely his lips came colliding with mine. My heart literally dropped out of my chest. Carson was kissing me right here in his bed. Not only that, but it was filled with so much passion and lust. I didn't know a kiss could be this intense. Especially not a kiss made for me. He was really giving it all he had and now I finally understood exactly how he felt about me. I was right all a long. He felt the same way I felt this whole time. It just took him a little longer to realize it.

The kiss started getting deeper and his hands started to travel upwards on my body. Before I could stop him, his hands were grabbing at my breast. It caused me to let out a little gasp as he continued to rub his thumbs against a very sensitive part of my breast. He smirked against my mouth as he continued to kiss me. His motions on my breast kept making me moan a little bit into his mouth. So much so that he started to move one of his hands down to another sensitive area, but I stopped him before he could get that far by breaking the kiss.

Our breaths were heavy and I looked at him as he looked at me. It was kind of like we were in shock about what was going to happen. Not to mention that we were both inexperienced in the craft. I guess were just getting a little carried away with what we transpired in. Surprisingly, I wasn't knocking the idea.

He looked down at his bed and licked his lips in the process. "I'm sorry, I-I didn't mean to-"

"It's okay I swear. It just...caught me off guard." I admitted to him.

We both were a little nervous. I can tell by the way he wasn't looking directly at me. He was avoiding making eye contact to the best of his abilities. I didn't want him to do that though. I wanted him to know that I was ready for him. I was ready for him and I wasn't going to back down. We were messing around with our feelings and got dammit, we were going to keep fiddling with them.

"I mean if you're not ready we don't have to." He tried to reassure me. I was happy he wasn't trying to force me to do anything I didn't want to do.

Without answering him with words, I hopped into his lap and started to kiss him again. This time I caught him off guard, but he caught on quickly as his hands wrapped around my body. He started exploring me again grappling my breast and this time grabbing on my ass. Yeah, it was getting a little steamy in here and I had to admit that I loved it. This was more than I could ask for from him.

He picked me up and turned me around so that he was on top now. We smiled at each other as he kissed me some more slipping his hand into my pants. Slowly and gently, his fingers made their way inside me. He wasn't rough in the slightest and all I could do was moan softly into his ear digging my nails into his back. It wasn't on purpose, but I couldn't help myself. This feeling I was getting was amazing. It was this sense of urgency and it made me want him more.

"Carson..." I softly called out as he kept on going.

He smirked at me and kissed me again slipping his tongue around my nipple. I couldn't help but arch my back and my moans started to get louder as they bounced off the walls of the room. Before I could get off, he stopped and I was breathing heavily. His pants were coming off and I bit down on my lip. Again, slowly he started to slip inside of me as I winced in pain, but that pain turned into a moment of bliss.

Panicked, he stopped and looked at me worriedly. "Baby, did I hurt you? Are you okay?" He asked me.

I laughed and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Yes, I'm fine. You're amazing." I reassured him.

He smiled and continued to work on what he was doing. I started to moan out loud again as he found his rhythm. He also started to let out groans as his paced picked up and his hands grabbed my waist so tightly. My nails were digging into him like wild fire as we both continued to fill the room with moans and groans. This moment with him was so intense and so passionate. I had no idea this was going to happen and the fact that it did was going to cause a lot of drama. Right now, it didn't matter to either one of us. We were living in the moment and it was going to be something we'll always remember.

Feeling an orgasm coming on, I clenched the bed sheets while he clenched my waist and pulled out before making a mess inside of me. My body was shaking and we were both sweaty. He kissed me one last time before rolling over and pulling me into him. We laid there as our breathing filled the room. It was like we didn't know what to say to each other after this. It wasn't supposed to happen and I didn't know where we stood after this. All I know is we were going to be in a world of trouble if anybody found out about it.

Tiredness taking over me, Carson kissed my forehead. "Savannah, it's been a long time coming." Was all he could say.

I nodded my head in agreement. "Yeah, it has."

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