Weeks passed. I trained harder. I took more vocal lessons, I tried sometimes to rap Jennie's part and I took the most dance classes. After practice with the members, I stayed late at night to continue practicing. It wasn't enough.
They seem to notice my change. I distanced myself to practice. We just hung out to eat together. After that I locked myself into my room and continued to practice there.
I'm tired. I tried to get better but the hate just gets more. I don't wanna try anymore. Maybe I should quit being an idol. Doesn't seems like anyone cares.
We were in the living room. Jennie tried new Make up, Chaeyoung played the guitar while singing and Lisa played with my hair.
"Are you okay? You look tired", Lisa asked concerned.
"Am I good enough to you?", I asked smiling.
She looked confused but answered immediately. "Of course you are Eonnie!"
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Self Conscious (Kim Jisoo)
Fanfiction"Am I good enough to you?" "Of course you are Eonnie!' Where Jisoo is insecure about being an idol.
