A/n: This episode contains anorexia/bulimia and eating disorder topics. I do not recommend this behavior it's about what's it like and getting trough it. If you don't feel comfortable don't read it ------------------------------------------------------- Three days went by since they hired me at attitude studios. I kept on thinking about how they declined the other girls so I have to be the best. Sing the best, play the best,
Look the best.
I stopped eating again the morning I saw the notification from the company and I haven't eaten anything since. Before that, I sometimes ate to not faint but I threw up after almost all of them. My body is weak, all I do is sleep, practice and watch skins. Skins have an anorexic girl in it, Cassie, but the other girls are very skinny too, giving me inspirations. My parents will get home today, they left two days ago for an anniversary trip in Hungary. I've been talking to the boys and Lily but I don't want to go out, I'm scared that I will be hungry.
@ Yungblud Me, Adam and Michael are planning to go out, do you wanna come? You can bring Lily too.
@ Yungblud I'm kinda getting worried about you.
@ Yungblud Anyways text me if you want to come.
I sighed and decided to ask Lily and Dave because I guess they are nervous about my health too.
Ava gurl Yall wanna go out with yungblud and the boys?
D4v3 REALLY?????????
Lilyyy YES MATE
I asked Dom if Dave can come too and obviously, he said yes. Lily came over to chill with me, I wanted to ask something from her.
"Look at this boy" Lily shoved me the guy Dave went on a date with. "He's cutee" I said "Not as cute as your boy tho" "I don't have a boy" "Who we gonna go out with then" "He's my friend. A boy and a girl can be friends without dating or liking each other" I said with an angrier tone then I wanted to "Okay" she said and got quiet but we moved on.
After staring at cute boys on tinder and fangirling over Timothée Chalamet I decided to bring something up.
"You know what I was thinking?" I opened my eyes and got two packs of bleach powder out of my drawer "This" "Ava your hair is black" "Yeah" I tossed them to her "Oh no" "Oh yes" I gave her a devilish smile
We set everything up for the big her bleaching in the bathroom and got started.
"Ava I don't think this is a good idea" Lily said while she read the instructions for the bleach sitting on the bathtub "Its o-kay" I swung my legs to the music on a chair "Sure" she started to apply it to my hair"Oh God, you and your ideas" she put on another youtube video while we waited "Why all of a sudden?" "I want to change. I feel like I got a new start because of my new job. You know to leave my past behind." "So a mental breakdown" she said with a straight face "You can call it that" we laughed
In an hour she applied it all and we waited for it to work then we washed it off and put a hair mask on it so it was not that damaged. Dave came too and joined to our makeover gang.
"MY HAIR IS BLONDE" I ran down the stairs to the living room to show my mum and dad how it looks "Dear you look amazing but stop with this crazy face" she chuckled "What changed?" my dad nictitated and I waved my hair "OH! Its shorter" he joked "I'm just kidding the color looks very splendid on you" "Thanks, luv both of you"
I went back to my room, Lily and Dave already got dressed up so I did too.
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"Daaaaaamn" Dave closed the door after he walked in "You trying to make me straight?" "Is it working?" I said sarcastically "Can I borrow this?" Lily asked holding up one of my high heels "Yes but I need the pink fluffy one" I said and she handed it to me "You giving me emo Ariana Grande vibes" Dave took photos of me
At 7 the band came to pick us up, Me and Dominick sitting in the front as always and the others on the back.
"You guys look amazing" Adam said "Agree" Michael winked at Lily "I can't look but I'm sure it's true" Dom said while he was driving "Where are we going?" I asked "To the club" he said
*Later*
We have been in the club for 2 hours just chatting and stuff. Me and my two best friends were hit the dancefloor when a boy who was probably as old as me tried to flirt with me. "Do you want to go grab a drink?" he leaned to my ear so I could hear it "Sure" I drank a lot already, I was a bit tipsy
We sat down and drank a few. I started to get dizzy so I went to the toilette. I constantly vomited and only stopped when I passed out.
Doms POV
"Wheres Ava?" I asked Dave and Lily "I don't know" Lily said "We have to find her. She went to drink with a boy and now she's nowhere" "Honey, tell her you love her or leave her whit your shit! She's a big girl now and she needs a real man whos not playing around!" Dave scolded me and I got furious "I'm not playing around man shes nowhere and I know she's not eating while this man knows nothing and too much alcohol can harm her" I yelled at him that made both of them sober up "I'll check at the restroom" Lily left
About five minutes later which seemed to be hours Lily called my phone "DOMINIC COME HERE RIGHT NOW" she sounded worried "What? What happened?" I made my way to there "CALL AN AMBULANCE" she cried
*In the hospital*
"Her condition is stabilized now but we had to wash her stomach out. She had alcohol poisoning" the doctor said "I fookin told ya" I turned to Dave with an angry face "Dude I'm so-" "I don't give a shit. When will she wake up?" "Probably tomorrow, she just needs a good night sleep don't worry. It must be hard to see your girlfriend like that but she will be alright" the doctor patted my shoulder and left us.
Avas POV
I woke up to my stomach feeling empty, my arms full of tubes and Dominic sleeping on a chair holding my hand
"You woke up" he said when I tried to stretch out my body "Sorry I didn't mean to wake you" "No problem" he traced circles on my hand "How do you feel? Do you need anything?" "Just one thing" I looked into his eyes and he blushed "Can you please pass me my phone" I smirked "Oh okay you for sure better" he laughed and gave me my phone
I got an email and opened it.
"Dominic, I have to leave to new york" I put my device down
