Angelic / Yungblud/Dominic Harrison \

Chapter 7: Secret

"My love left like this and now one of my best friends too" Dom spoke softly, I felt sad when he said friend.
"Well I have to, I have the chance to make music and I'm not planning to lose it" I said and I maybe came off a bit bitchy but he hurt me so I gave it back immediately regretting it because I don't want to be a bad person
"Wow." he leaned back on the chair "Okay"
"I didn't mean to say it like that I know that memory makes you sad I jus-"
"I think its time for me to leave" he stood up and left
"No Dominic" I sat up "Fuck" I leaned back and stared at the ceiling

I sent a text to him

@ Avasmith
Look, I'm really sorry about what I said and how I said it. I know it hurt you last time when something like this happened and I shouldn't have act like that. I am truly sorry for what I did. I hope you are not mad at me, even if you are, I understand it."

After ten minutes he wrote back

@ Yungblud
I know and I'm not mad at you. I shouldn't have acted like that either, what happened to me in the past shouldn't be a part of your decision about your future. I want you to be known because you deserve it, you are an amazing artist. We can both make it up for each other at our concert tonight if you are free, I mean the doctors said you can leave today so yeah if you want to, come to manchester arena.

@ Avasmith
I will be there :)

@ Yungblud
Our manager Alex will let you in just text me when you get there

We talked for a while,he left for practice. In the car while we went home I asked my parents if I can go to his concert and they let me which surprised me but I didn't ask avoiding them changing their minds. I called Lily to get some help, this will be a date basically? I don't know man.

Lily: Hey gurl

Ava: Hiiii

Lily: What's up? Do you feel better? Are you home now?

Ava: Nothing special, we just got home. How about you?

Lily: I'm fine especially now that you are safe

Ava: Nice Uhm... Dominic asked-

Lily: Wow Dom again - she said annoyedly

Ava: Yes so - I wanted to say nevermind but I needed her help - He asked me to go to his concert tonight and I don't know how to express my feelings. I mean I don't want anything yet I just want him to know that I'm here for him like he was there for me yesterday

Lily: What about me? I was there too. He stayed there for the night because they thought he is your boyfriend and won't let me stay saying "You are a friend and not a family member". I wanted to be there for you. I wanted to hold your hand and you need to be in love with me. - she yelled and ended the call

So my best friend told me she is in love with me and I don't know what to react. Splendid. I didn't even know she likes girls too, we always talked about cute boys but never cute girls. She is my best mate and I didn't notice she is into both gender? Is she even pan or bi? How do I ask that???? I sat there looking out the window with a concerned face not saying or hearing anything just my thoughts about what happened. My mum came into my room to tell me to take my medicine but ended up comforting me on my couch.

"She said I should be in love with her not him" I said hugging my mum
"In a gay way or..?"
"In a gay way" I furrowed my brows
"Oh darling, you can't do nothing now to make it better. Lily overreacted it and when she calmed down you will write to her and talk it out. What you have to care about is that you and that singer boy have a great time, dress up pretty and enjoy the night." she kissed my forehead