Hey guys.
Recently I've been feeling not-so-happy.
I usually try to make myself all cheery for you guys, because I love y'all and want you to be happy.
But I've been feeling really lonely and anxious lately. I mean, I have you guys, and I have friends outside of Wattpad. But it still creeps up.
When I try to sleep, I think of things that have made me feel horrible and just...feel sad. Normally the reaction would probably be to socialize, but I nearly have a heart attack just attempting to say hi.
I don't have depression or anxiety (not medically), and I do believe hormones are a part of this, but I am self conscious and very sensitive about certain things.
I just think it's fair for you guys to see the not-so-happy parts of me, since you are my friends. I don't think I've explained it that well, but I hope people understand where I'm coming from.
