Prep CLEO'S POV

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I took a long hot shower, still not believing this happened to me. Why obsess over me anyway? I wasn't anything special. I looked into the foggy mirror, rubbing a small circular area so I could see myself naked. I had average blonde hair, average freckles, my lips were pretty nice I guess. I barely had curves. My body was nothing to get excited over. Yet she wanted me? Why?

I washed through my hair noting that Billie knew exactly what shampoo and conditioner I used, she even got me the same razor brand I use. I made sure I was bald down there for her. I guessed that's how she wanted me.

I stepped out of the shower into the cold air, I felt my nipples responding and wrapped myself in a towel. I didn't have any makeup. I wished I did. I just felt like Ilooked so average. Billie was seriously...gorgeous. Intimidating and terrifying, but beautiful. I brushed through my hair and used a blow dryer in the bathroom to make it look straight and shiny.

I sighed in the mirror as I stood completely naked with my hair done, deciding this was as good as it was going to get. I headed to the closet and gasped at the amount of clothes they were to choose from. They were all in my size, down to my bra size being right. She had so much lingerie I didn't know where to start. I guessed white was fitting for me having my first time tonight. I put on a white lace bralette and matching thong. Then I turned towards the normal clothes and decided on a black dress, knee length. Simple but classy, she wanted classy she said. I needed to wear heels...I was worried because I had ugly ass wide feet. I needed the wide version of all shoes. I don't know why I was even surprised that she had thought of that. Size 8W shoes were lined up on a rack for me.

I found a pair of plain black heels and put them on. I looked in the mirror again and sighed a deeper sigh...average. I guess I looked acceptable. I hoped she thought so. I knew I shouldn't care what she thought, or even try to impress her but I couldn't help it. I wanted her in the worst way.

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