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Chapter 2

October 25th

I live for the days I wake up and I know that I will get revenge. I love waking up and knowing that I will get revenge. Nick. Nick is a fucking disaster who ruined my family. My dad doesn't smile the same way he used to. My brother doesn't laugh the same way he used to. I can't enter her room without feeling empty.

"Today I'm gonna get revenge," I said to myself as I turned off my shower and wrapped a towel around my body and one for my hair.

I left the bathroom and walked to my dresser and pulled out some clothes.

Heading back to the bathroom I blow dried my hair and left it the way I was. My red hair reached a little bit lower than my breasts.

I left it natural and headed back to my room and through on some blue jeans and a white tank top. Grabbing my shoes I put them on and unplugged my phone from the wall and checking to see any messages.

No messages. It read.

I put it in my back pocket and left my room, heading up the stairs to the kitchen.

It was 9 am and me and jimmy were the only ones awake right now.

"Hey Becca," he started off with "sorry about Sam last night, it won't happen again. I promise." He said while passing me a cup of coffee. I soon loaded it with sugar. And when I mean loaded I mean if I were to order a coffee it would have 12 sugars.

"You know, Jimmy, you say that everyday, and let you let it slide," I said taking a sip of my coffee.

"I know, I'm really trying to smarten up," he said them left me alone in the kitchen.

Soon after finishing my cup off coffee Alex walked in.

"Hey Alex," I said standing up from my chair and walking over to him and giving him a hug.

"Hey Red," he said using using the nickname I had since I was 6. "How is Sam, has he been bugging you lately?" Sam being his younger brother. Also his idiot of a brother. How does he handle him? I will never know.

"Well he tried to kiss me last night after he ended up in my room, I dislocated his arm," I said while laughing a bit.

"God dammit. Everyone who lives here knows not to mess with you, not only because your dad is the leader but because you're a fucking badass and you're a lesbian." He said walking to the table and sitting down with his bowl of cereal.

"Hey hey hey. If I wasn't a lesbian, I still wouldn't date him, I mean have you seem him?"

"Yes, I've seen him, he's my brother I had to deal with that since I was 5, trust me it sucks." I sat down across from him and watched him eat.

"Red, don't fucking watch me eat you're almost as bad as Sam," Alex said.

"It's interesting you know, like id you didn't chew that good enough you could be choking right now." I replied.

"Fuck off don't fantasize about me choking on my front loops," I laughed.

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"Dad," I said walking towards him while he was In the backyard.

"Dad." I tried again while he was ignoring me.

"God dammit. DAD!" I yelled at him and forcing him to look at me.

"You need to go with mason today and go shopping. Were almost out of milk," he said not even looking at me.

"Dad, I was just in the kitchen, we have milk." I replied. Knowing he is right, we do need more milk.

"As in just you mean 2 hours ago right?" He said smirking and going to back whatever it was he was doing.

I walked back into the house only to have me being pulled into the closet by someone.

"C'mon, we have to sneak out of here and grab some milk from the store," Mason said

" Mason, why did you cover my mouth the pull me into the closet?" I asked turning to face him in the dark closet.

"Honestly I have no idea," he replied laughing.

"Alright let's go, also can you buy me some smokes," I said stepping out of the closet.

"Yeah sure, anything for you," Mason replied while getting into the truck.

Mason has really big feelings for me, he almost always has, he was 14, when I was 10, and that's when he grew feelings for me. I feel for bad for him, for liking me for so long. 9 years. I really need to find him a girlfriend and maybe he could just stop you know. But I know it's not that easy, you can't just find someone to ease the pain of rejection.

I didn't even realize that we were parked and Mason is already in the store and I'm sitting in the truck. I'll just wait here.

5 minutes later he walked out and when he got in the truck he handed me a pack of cigarettes.

"Thank buddy," I said while sticking one in my mouth and grabbing the lighter while hiding the flame so the wind wouldn't blow it out as we drive.

Taking a long drag I handing it to Mason who then took a drag and passed it back to me.

" man, I gotta quit," he said and I thought he meant smoking.

"Smoking?" I asked slightly confused.

"Loving you." He said tears pricking his eyes.

"Love?" I almost choked on the cigaret smoke and started coughing.

Once I quit coughing I put the smoke out and asked him again.

"You love me?" I asked looking at him.

"Yeah, I do. " he sniffs. He's crying.

"Mason," I started before getting cut off.

"No don't 'Mason' me and then reject me again." He said looking at me.

"I know you have feelings for me, you have to,"

"I like girls, " I said

"Then why haven't you had a girlfriend since after you were with nick?!" He questioned me.

"Don't." I said sternly.

"Fucking answer me!" He yelled.

"I said don't."

"Rebecca." He started off but I was already out of the truck walking back home.