Random Thoughts - Really Random Thoughts

Loneliness

The rivers of loneliness,
Flow deep within my veins
Can it be my being in this state of restlessness,
The reason behind all my pain?

Or is it something else,
Something out of my control?
Could it be God damning me to the 7 Hells,
Or could it just be someone's epic troll?

Whatever it maybe, I hope it passes fast,
I don't know how much longer I can last,
Can someone please help me,
Sit beside me and share a cup of tea?

My loneliness is a bit difficult to reason,
It isnt from the lack of human company.
But from the lack of the company of a certain person,
Who has always been outside of my vicinity.

Then there's the kind of loneliness that comes,
From being exposed to too many of the human species.
Why do I feel as lonely as ever surrounded by the human hordes-
I do not know, but I'm slowly figuring out the pieces.

Then comes the actual definition of the word,
"Sadness because one has no friends or company."
Deep down I know thats not true, but man oh lord
Do my insecurities sometimes make it seem that way.
But dont worry about me, Im not depressed- Im just bored,
I know in my heart of hearts that in the end, I will be okay.

This is just me writing down how I feel when I am sad,
I hope you now know a little bit more about this lad.
Im not Scottish nor Irish but it rhymed so thats rad,
Now I shall go before I make my mom mad.

-ZinnNobody

*Some parts may have been a bit dramaticised for the sake of rhyming. Apologies for that, I couldnt help myself x). Enjoy!