I'm home | Jenlisa AU (Taglish)

3rd

JENNIE'S POV

I thought I was happy. Alam kong okay kami pero parang may kulang. Mahal na mahal ko si Lisa pero hindi enough. May isang bagay pa ko na hinahanap sa kanya na nahanap ko sa iba. Yes, I'm dating Jin. Naging partner kami sa isang event, I didn't know na mafafall ako sa kanya. I can say that I fell hard. Really hard. I love him more than I love Lisa. He knows everything about me, my daughter and of course Lisa. Pag nagkikita kami, all we do is hide dahil ayaw ko malaman ni Lisa at masaktan sya. Yeah, call me stupid and selfish pero hindi pa ko handa sabihin sa kanya.

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"Honey, sino tumawag? Work ba yun?"

"Oh yes, honey. May nakasched ako for tomorrow maaga ako aalis siguro mga 8 am. You know me, I don't wanna be late."

"Oh Lisayah! Di ba birthday mo bukas? Whoa tumatanda ka na." Sagot ni Jisoo habang tumatawa at inaasar si Limario.

"Oo bukas."

"Ahh shit honey, I'm so sorry I forgot. I'll make it up to you, okay? 2 days lang naman ako mawawala."

"Oh so you mean, wala ka dito for Lisa's birthday, Jendeukie? That's sad."

"Yes, Jisoo. Hindi pwedeng humindi e."

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LISA'S POV

I wanted to slap her. I really wanted to yell at her but it seems like sanay na sya magsinungaling sakin. Sobrang sakit. Ang sakit sakit. Parang dinudurog yung puso ko ng paulit ulit. Mas importante pa sa kanya yung kabit nya kesa sa birthday ko? Ang sakit di ba? But sige lang, Jennie. Saktan mo ko. Ayaw kitang mawala. Tanga na kung tanga, martyr kung martyr pero I really can't lose my wife. Babalik din sya sakin. I'm her home, she's my home. Babalik kami sa isa't isa.

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"Tara na, kumain na tayo. Kanina pa malamig tong food inuna pa kasi yung phone call." Sabi ni Lisa na pagalit.

"Sorry, I just really had to. I'll go get Sasa in her highchair."

"Lisayah, are you okay? Mukha kang tuliro at galit. Did something happen?" Tanong ni Jisoo.

"I'm okay, Jisoo. Thanks. Ayoko lang kasi ng pinaghihintay yung pagkain."

"Lovelife can wait but food can't. Chikin chikin chikin! I miss korean chickin!" Sagot ni Jisoo na naeexcite pa kumain.

"Samantha, say aaahhh. Wow very good! You love veggies, don't you? Yah, that's good! Mommy loves veggies too."

"And hotdog.." seryosong sagot ni Lisa dahilan para mabulunan si Jisoo.

"So what are you trying to say, Lisa?" Napabitaw sya sa spoon and fork na hawak nya.

"Don't you love hotdogs? Bakit parang affected ka at big deal sayo? I didn't even say anything. Even me, I love hotdogs. Jisoo! Don't you love hotdogs!?"

"Gusto ko rin ng hotdog. Bakit Jennie? Ayaw mo na ba nun?" Sagot ni Jisoo looking confused.

"No no no, sorry. Pms lang siguro ako. Sorry honey, Jisoo. Don't mind me."

After nila kumain, agad niligpit ni Lisa. Paulit ulit pumapasok sa isip nya mga sinabi ni Jennie. Di nya napansin na umiiyak na sya habang naghuhugas ng plato.

"May nakakaiyak ba sa paghuhugas ng plato, Lisa?" Tanong ni Jisoo na natatawa pa.

"Wala wala. Natutuwa lang ako kasi ngayon lang ako naghugas ng plato ulit. Namiss ko sila e. Hi mga plato namin, namiss ko kayo." Sagot nya habang kinakausap mga hugasin na hawak hawak nya.

"Yah, umamin ka nga, ano narinig mo sa bintana? I know there's something wrong. I'm your bestfriend, you can tell me everything."

"I heard Jennie. She's going somewhere tomorrow with someone. I saw her blushing and iba yung excitement ng mukha nya. She's madly in love with someone. I'm so hurt, Jisoo."

Hindi na napigilan ni Lisa ang pagiyak. Nagbreakdown na sya at sobrang hagulgol na dahilan para umiyak na din si Jisoo.

"Lisayah, don't be stupid. Tama na. Get a divorce. Awat na. Di ko akalain magagawa sayo ni Jennie yan. Kaya pala kanina iba na yung kilos mo."

"I can't. I can't lose her. She's Samantha's mother, Jisoo. Ayoko masira pamilya namin. Kaya ko itolerate yung ginagawa nya wag lang sya mawala sakin."

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Tanga no? Hays.