I'm home | Jenlisa AU (Taglish)

6th

JENNIE'S POV

Here it is. We really need to talk. I can't stand this anymore. I really need to tell her everything dahil hindi na rin kaya ng konsensya ko. Ayoko na masaktan pa si Lisa kaya habang maaga pa lang eh kailangan ko na sabihin sa kanya lahat. Hays, this is so hard for me pero I've made up my mind. I want Jin, I'm choosing Jin. I wanna marry him. I'm so sorry, Lisayah. I'm really sorry for not choosing you.

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"What about?" Tanong ni Lisa na nakacrossed-arms.

"Lisa, let's get a divorce. I'm not happy anymore. I'm so sorry."

Tears streaming down Lisa's face. Unexplainable heartache.

"Why? What's wrong, Jennie? What did I do? Binigay ko naman lahat ah. Ano pa bang kulang? Bakit pinipili mo sya kesa sakin at ng anak natin?" Lisa said while crying. They're both crying now.

"You knew? Since when?"

"Yea. I knew it. Simula nung may tumawag sayo, I got really curious the way you acted kaya sinundan kita. I heard everything Jennie. I heard everything! Why did you do this to me!?" She's damn mad, in pain.

"I'm so sorry Lisa. I don't know. You're just not enough and I thought I was happy. I'm really sorry."

"Kelan pa?"

"Let's get a divorce. I'll pay for everything."

"Go, leave. You're leaving without Samantha." Sabi ni Lisa habang pinupunasan ang luha nyang parang gripo sa pagpatak.

"What!? No! I'm taking Samantha! You're just a photographer, Lisa. Anong buhay ibibigay mo sa anak ko!?" Pagalit na sagot ni Jennie na agad napasapak si Lisa sa dining table.

"DAMN IT JENNIE! You still have the guts to insult me!? After everything you've done!? Iiwan mo na ko tapos isasama mo pa yung anak ko!? NO FUCKING WAY. LEAVE!"

Gulat na gulat si Jennie sa sinabi ni Lisa. Tama sya. After lahat ng ginawa nya bakit pa naman ba sya magsasalita ng di maganda?

"Fine. I'll leave. I'll get the divorce papers tomorrow. Pagusapan na lang natin about kay Samantha. Seems like you're okay naman without me."

"Wow Jennie? Wow. *claps* how fucking nice of you. I'm okay without you? You don't know what I'm going through right now. Wala kang alam sa nararamdaman ko so stop telling me things like that. I wish I didn't marry you. Want me to pack your things for you?"

Kumirot ang puso ni Jennie sa sinabi ni Lisa. She didn't expect na magagawa nya sabihin yun sa harap nya. She knows Lisa very well, she's madly in love with Jennie. Napaluha sya at agad na umakyat sa kwarto nila. Good thing na nakatulog si Samantha kaya hindi umiyak ang bata at narinig ang away nila.

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LISA'S POV

I'm so fucking mad at her. I can't even look at her in her eyes. How could she? Paano nya ko nagawang lokohin at insultuhin ng ganun? Am I that replaceable? Yeah, I'm just a photographer. Ano nga naman ba ibubuhay ko kay Samantha? I gave everything up for you. My career, my fame, my everything. I lost everything because of you. Tapos sasabihin mo sakin na photographer lang ako? Damn it, Jennie. I just wish I didn't marry you in the first place. If I could just turn back the time, I would.

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Sinundan ni Lisa si Jennie at nakita nya itong nagiimpake.

"You don't really have to go. We can still fix this, Jennie. You promised me na magmamahalan tayo hanggang huli. We even planned about having a new baby. Why? Why all of the sudden nagdecision ka makipagdivorce?"

"Lisa. Listen, hindi na ko masaya. Hindi na kita mahal. You understand me? Ayoko na palalain pa yung sitwasyon. I'm really sorry for everything. You'll find someone better than me."

"You didn't even greet me on my birthday. Seems like ganun ka nya napapasaya. Yeah. I'm letting you go. Sana maging masaya pa kayo. I'm setting you free now, my love. Nasasaktan ako ng sobra but I think I have to accept the fact that not everyone will stay kahit asawa mo pa yan."

"I'm really sorry, Lisayah. I hope you'd forgive me one day."

Hinalikan ni Lisa si Jennie sa forehead at niyakap ito ng sobrang higpit.

"Good bye, my love. I'm not your home anymore." Iniwan na nya si Jennie sa kwarto at agad pumunta kay Samantha. Hindi na nya mapigil kakaiyak at halos sumabog na ang puso nya.

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