A Dosage of my Poem

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I thought that it would be easy to hide what you feel inside.

 To push everybody away from you so that they won't see your scars. 

To let it all out when you're all alone, and then wearing a mask when you're with everyone you know.

Then I realized that it was a lot harder being alone.

 It took along time for me to wake up but I am glad I did.

 I was able to see a lot of things that I couldn't see before. 

I was able to embrace what I pushed away before.

It was hard, very hard indeed. 

It's still hard up until now but something is different.

Back then I was all alone and now I have something to call my home

family and friends that I didn't realize I already own.

Trust is a huge thing for me. 

Once you broke it, it will never be mended. 

But once I gave it to someone, I tend to pour my everything until nothing is left.

Still, I gave myself to people whom I think is deserving.

 Although it's not easy, I'll try to climb up my walls and see what is hiding behind it 

and explore the world when I was blinded to see.

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Hallow guys~ you know nothing is bad in being alone. I enjoy solitude more than anything else. I would prefer to read books or watch movies than to socialize with other people. But then, it's not bad to be out and about interacting and exploring. It's hard for other people, I know, but I was thankful that there are people who understood me and never force me to do something that I don't want to do.

I would consider myself as a 70% introvert and and 30% extrovert.

Solitude is my thing but interacting is not a bad thing ,sometimes. 

Yours Truly,

                          The Almighty Unicorn