Unspoken

Getting to know Joma

So I got the chance to get to know Joma because our teacher said to talk with each other so we wouldn't be awkward with them but I guess I did felt awkward while talking to him.

Since he is the only new student there I just asked my teacher if he could tell some things about him in class so he did.

I can see in his eyes while I stare at him that he is scared and nervous but he acts so chill on the outside.

As he talks I felt a very soothing thing in my Heart but even though it felt so nice to me, I need to stop it so I won't fall in love (if you know what I mean)

so according to him, he said " hi I'm a new student and I'm Jomadin Lerk and I'm 15 years old, I love sports and my mostly wanted is basketball and I'm happy to enter this school... That's it ma'am"

as he spoke those words I can think of my saliva running down my mouth haha. Wait what??? Jomadin?

I never knew his real name tho! It sounds funny but he's hot so it's just fine.

I knew few things about him but not too well of course. That information did not really contented me because I wanted to know his hobbies, his types, fashion and more. Bit that's okay I'll know him sooner or later.

After I think a week? Or 5 days I can see him as a very funny and loud person. He is moving so clumsy yet cute at the same time ,

he seem so angelic but there is some side of him that I can't explain what. So I just let time pass by me and Joma and wait for a chance to be closer to him.

Oh!!! By the way we got close in that week we talked and talked about things and we tease each other like we are siblings and I felt so happy withi him. He is the type of guy that I can fall in love with.

To be honest Joma is a perverted person but in the great sides he is funny, kind, adorable, helpful and understanding.

After some days we tease each other until we get mad at each other like husband and wife but we know in outer minds that we are just having fun together.

Sometimes I forgot that he is my crush because we are like so close already and we're like frenemies!

But ebpvery time I remember that I have a crush on him... I always have butterflies in my stomach. As our relationship grow of course it's not always good times and good things.

Our second sem turn to be a bit rough especially for me. I. Class there will ala ways be the guys who acts like a fucking jerks and assholes.

At first I never thought it's would be this way. The time that I'm scared of has come...

Joma has been influenced bupy the bad guys and hurts me a lot. He's not the Joma I knew before and he isn't the same person I really met.

I liked him because he can make me laugh with his funny ways but he act like a total bully this sem. It hurts me so hard because I don't wanna see him being like this.

He even disrespect my reputation and with this I burst out my anger and sadness to other people but not to him.

I thought Joma would be a nice guy... At first yes he is but then I realized I really need to get to know him more and more and more but this thing will not be easy and it will never will be easy.

You know it's hard to know people especially your crush.

So I went home and greet my parents while holding on my unexplained emotions but then...