Unspoken

Sadness

I guess I did the right thing huh? Now we haven't talked for a moth and I don't feel hurt so much like before... It's like nothing happened and I'm just normal.

There are times that I reflect the things me and Joma did but I stop myself about thinking about the past and I need to move on and start over, it may be hard but this is what we need.

For us to be peaceful, we need to separate ourselves even if it hurts so bad. Maybe for me it hurts because I care but I wonder if it hurts for Joma too... I wonder if he also care about us.

Oh yeah I forgot there is never an us.

(Joma)...
It's been a quiet and awkward month without ersha. It's only a month but It felt like a million years... I really missed her, that bitch is my love and OH MU GOD

am I really saying this???? No way

I'm in love with ersha???? Ih gosh why? Why do I said that I love her? Can it be?

Could it possibly be ersha and me all this time?? But she ended up our friendship and I didn't do something about it so I just agreed and I know that's the biggest mistake I've ever done!!

Now I really know I love her and I care for her I just need some time to give her space and let her think for some time.

It's so sad to be like this
...

*can you imagine the situation of Joma and ersha?? It's so terrible to be like that. They both love each other but they seem so shy and afraid to tell to each other and now they're parting their ways because of some problem?

When you love someone you give up anything to him or her but in this case they give up in each other. *

(Ersha)
It's been so quiet
It's been so lonely
It's been so peaceful
And I felt lonely without Joma
I love him
I don't wanna loose him
But I need to do this

*ersha moved on but she didn't forgot Joma because she really love him*

*can you imagine a long days without saying anything. To your love ? Or it's like you're just close to one another but you two seemed invisible and out of sight just because of the love that has never been told*

(Ersha)
I hope this pain will soon end and I also hope Joma to be happy without me.

Over all of the sadness... Our school decided to have a fun activity for the whole campus

At first I didn't want to join but after some days, I've decided to come and go to the said activity.

It'll have 2-3 days of the activity and will be held on a far away town from our place. I didn't really want to join because Joma will go too but It was said to be fun so I will.

And second, I don't care about Joma anymore I need to move on and let go of this pain.