Bursting emotions

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Oh Gosh I just greeted my parents the wrong way!!! Really wrong way!!!! It's because of Joma!

I accidentally shouted at them when they asked me "hey ersha! How's school?" And I shouted " damn I don't know!!" Then they looked so shocked.

I slap myself in pain, now I'm in a very huge trouble. Me and my mom always argues and now here we go again but this time...

Much I tenses and much louder. Oh I don't know what to do. So done help me! I did not expecting that to come out of my mouth.

I guess I just really felt bursting emotions after Joma changed and disrespects me. I'm just so curious why I'm acting so weird? Joma really had me crazy

Oh no! Now want will happen to me? My parents are mad, I'm mad and sad, Joma changed, and oh gosh by the way cards of 1st sem will be distributed for the next week!!!!

Oh no my shitty life will get more shits!!!! Oh crap I'm gonna die. But I think as long as I'm chill I won't be so stressed :)

I need to calm down and try to fix things. First I need to let to this emotions so I won't burst it to other people. I need to calm my insights down and relax my anger.

I don't want this to happen again. As I'm thinking in my room my mom walked in and just started to shout at me and I for so freaking scared!!!

(My mom)...
" you!! You my daughter! I did not raised you like that and I did not tought you to be like that to me! Your mother!!! You never reslize you mistakes! You're lazy and disrespectful!!! You're I The danger zone you little woman!!! You'll never greet away with this? You'll be grounded!!!"

I got more sadness and more of course... Emotions. I do t know how to fix this anymore.

My life is like a trash bag with garbage inside and now the bag burst end out and the bat ages scattered into places! I so dead.

Tomorrow I need to act chill especially I front of Joma... So he won't be mad at me also. I don't want to go to school that day but I need to.

As I enter the school I saw Joma with his jerky friend and I rolled my eyes at him and unexpectedly he catches me doing it

and I got nervous that my sweat vastly rolled down my forehead and I catch him staring at me wildly like a predator.

I just ignored it and again my uncontrollable emotions got in me again!! I thought I fixed it already LastNight? Oh shit. I need another try to fix this.

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