today i talked with my councilor, mom, and dance teacher about switching from jazz dance to yoga cause i was overwhelmed and felt inadequate
and my dance teacher over and over told me his surprise, and that he thought i had danced before-
i was really flattered and still am—
talking with them convinced me to stay in dance, and reassured the idea that i don't have to be good right away !
we also talked about my anxiety, and what to do if i have a panic attack. my dance teacher told me about his high school experience, and how often he was beat up,, and i actually opened up about my past and said that's how it was for me in middle school. it was really wholesome and i have even more respect for him now ahhsksmsm
