this was requested by maki-harukuwu , to be honest i didn't know whether to put this story as fluff + t.w or only fluff ( since the request only included fluff ) but for now i'll just keep it as both i guess. this will have possible trigger warnings such as torture, murder, etc. by the way this is healthy pregame oumasai, pls stop making pregame ships so violent and abusive.. also they aren't dating in this in the beginning, saihara is just a flirt 😔
setting: multiple areas ( listed in each time skip )
au: pregame
- prolog -
i've always been seen as different from everybody else. seen as the.. shy, bullied boy who sticks with saihara because i'm quote and quote, "afraid to be alone." i guess that could be the case, but not necessarily. you see, he's the only person who knows about the me. well.. the other me. i admit i might have fallen for him, but at the time, i believed that he would ever return those feelings, so i always would just place those thoughts in the back of my mind. due to all of the stress, and the tormenting, and the anxiety, i somehow was able to create a more powerful version of myself. at first, i was happy. i assumed that this would mean people wouldn't think un-highly of me anymore. but instead, all the fear, anxiety, and anger took over instead. creating a monster.
now, let's start from the beginning, shall we?
"saihara-kun, p-please! i don't k-know what t-to do!" i slightly shouted through the phone.
he sighed,"i'll be at your dorm in about.. 5 minutes, just relax for now." he responded in his usual calm tone that always relaxes me.
i smiled, "o-okay.. see yo-you soon.."
"see ya."
he hung up. i shakily placed my phone down back onto my bed and leaned backward. i sighed. at first, i was happy about it. this would mean nobody would see me as this.. weak and fragile boy anymore, right? after a few more minutes of being lost into my thoughts, i suddenly heard a knock on the door, knocking me out of my thoughts. i quickly got up and ran towards the door to open it
"hey, ouma-kun!" he smiled warmly
"h-hi! uhm.. c-come in..?" i took a small step back, allowing him to enter.
he bowed and walked inside, sitting down on the couch and patting the spot next to him, gesturing to sit next to him. i quickly obeyed and walked over to sit next to him
"so, why were you panicking on the phone, ouma-kun?" he asked, slightly adjusting his hat
"uhm.. s-something ha-happened..?"
"i know that, but what happened?"
i sighed and prepared myself to get laughed at, "uhm.. s-so, you k-know h-how in d-danganronpa, fucawa shares a s-split personality with a s-serial killer..?" i asked, fidgeting my fingers nervously.
he nodded,"i.. i-it might sound c-crazy b-but, th-that happened t-to me.."
saihara's facial expression quickly turned puzzled, "can you be more specific?"
"w-well.. uhm.. i was h-having an a-anxiety attack, wh-when i blacked o-out. w-when i woke up, i w-wasn't in m-my room, a-and i had a k-knife in my h-hand.. t-that had b-blood on it.. i'm such a m-monster!"
