Crashing Thoughts

sick of feeling

I'm so sick of feeling either everything all at once.

Or to feeling nothing at all.

But, the anxiety bubbling inside of me.

I wonder continuously if I'll ever be the person I was 

Before all of this happened to me.

Oh, how this depression is challenging me everyday.

There is a part of me is fighting for life.

Whilst the majority is trying to kill me.

I don't know how much I can keep delaying.

I'm either going to see my way out of this tunnel or 

I'll be gone for who knows how long.