that strange feeling

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Soya's POV:
'Do you know why they are fighting' i asked my sister joya 'its there daily work' she said while using her phone 'hey can't you try to stop them'i said 'oh please why don't you go to the school they usually fight like this there is nothing new in it also no need to tense yourself' she said looking at me this time 'l'm going to the roof' i said to her as i always do although she doesn't give a reply. Oh do i tell you guys that my parents always fought with eachother and there was a time when they were fighting and i got so frustrated so i just tell them to live their remaining life separately but you know what they don't get divorce or live happily without fighting with each other these. Stars this beautiful sky the cold wind and the darkness on the roof i like it . i like it cuz this give me peace and somehow this roof, wind, stars freshen my mind which give me will to live cuz there is nothing in my life for which i should live and also i don't even have a great oh sorry good childhood or a happy family or carring parents or the good friends or a love for my live no one loves me i just exist in this world but i am happy cuz i have eyes to see this beautiful sky with stars and a sense to feel this cold wind have ears to listen the beautiful voices in this world have mouth and also can speak i have food daily to eat i go to school i m just happy to be exist in this world with so many fine features in my body although i don't have any talent but i can make a living and complete my little wishes after i graduate high school with these thoughts i drifted into sleep

When i open my eyes i was on the roof i remember last time at 7 i come here and drifted to sleep and its 4 of the morning i should get ready for school well i got chills when that thought came into my mind is he going to bully me like that i only have my image which i love the most that i have never touched by a boy nor touches a boy but that image is not anymore that jerk kiss me on the cheek i fell something in my heart but then whe he says that I'm his slave and can do anything he wants my tears started to drop like crazy i hate when even one tear drop from my eyes in front of anyone especially that jerk e speaking of him what will he do to me now

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As i entered the school someone grabs my wrist and started walking in a direction i tried to free my hand from his grip but when he turn back and shoot a dead glare on me i stopped and followed him quietly and can sense all the school was glaring us well not us i can say me cuz yes that jerk is holding my hand and although he is the bad guy of the school but girls still love him because of his handsomeness and classy persnality yes although he bullied me but i can't deny that fact

'Ahh' i yelped in pain when he push me on the floor on the roof 'you will be here untill recess' he said with a smirk playing on his face 'b-bu-t we h-a-' he didn't let me finish my sentence and said'thats not my problem its your punish cuz you were absent without my permission'i knew he will do something to punish me but why this i have to study i have to take lessons 'hey bring that box of chalks here'i quickly stood up and go for the box while dusting off all the dust which were on my uniform 'why do you where pajamas or pants with your skirts' he asked while taking the box of chalks 'just because' i said while standing infront of him'i want a clear answer' he said while making something on the floor 'i don't like showing my body parts too much' why does he concerns about that he doesn't say anything as. I was seeing him from behind i can't see what he was drawing because of his beautiful broad back his shoulder are also wide when i see it from closer why the hell am i thinking like this about him his a jerk and thats all 'hey look at this' he took a side as i was standing with my eyes widened when i saw his drawing its a big circle in which the clouds are coming and also in it and the beautiful stars a full moon a tree which shows the direction of the wind and also there are some birds sleeping in their nest on it and a bench beside it in which a man is sitting while his face is upward seeing the sky and feeling the wind he is chilling there i want to do that 'I ASK HOW'S THAT'he shouted which makes me flinch 'huh yes. Yes its beautiful'i wanted to ask do you like drawing and wanted to compliment him more but i can't do that i m just his slave his time passer 'now remove it' he said while looking at the painting 'what,i-i mean why'i meane why it's so beautiful i want to look at it more you even shade the things 'it is not your matter' he said looking into my eyes but i forgot to avert my gaze instead i look at his eyes his deep eyes filled with sorrow terror and a strange thing which i can't describe in my words his eyes are so charming 'what are you looking at' he said coming towards me 'huh nothing' i avert my gaze and started to remove the drawing with my foot which i don't want to

The drawing is half removed and half left he suddenly grab my arm and started taking me to downstairs 'where are we going' i said as we got outside of the school yes because of his bad boy image and his connections no one stops him to do anything 'wait here' he stops at a pharmacy and goes inside and wait why is he here is he injured or is he going to give an injury to me ahhhh I'm afraid he can't do that i think 'here' he interrupted my thoughts and gave me  bandages 'what's this for' 'bandage me' he says while showing his fingers thumb and half palm which has scratches because of the drawing how can he draw this good when his hand are injuring and why does he draw when he gets injured does he draw when he got frustrated and why i doesn't see it earlier i think i was too busy seeing the d-

Jerdy's POV:
'Hey aren't you going to start' i asked as we settle ourselves on the floor of the roof 'huh yes' she says while she opens the pack put out the tube then open it and started putting on first my fingers but the ointment slip to the floor by touching my fingers cuz she was not holding my hand 'hey do it properly you are wasting my time and ointment you should hold my hand first' i said while looking at her 'huh yes' she replied looking at my hand she hold my fingers with hers and slightly put the ointment on them and then she rubs it slightly with her other hand's index finger she then bandage it and now she turns to my thumb then hand she hesitated to hold my hand with hers but she doesn't have a choice so she held my hand firmly in hers as our hands touched i can't describe that feeling that strange feeling i neither like it nor dislike it actually no one hold my hand like this no one caresses me like this although I'm ordering her to do it but she is doing it sincerely i can feel it.her innocent feeling why do i even bully her she is so nice what wait i can't think like that i am a bad boy after all and she is just a nerd as she puts the ointment while holding my hand with hers she touches my hand with her finger firmly so the ointment can be in place 'ahh'wait what i never feel hurt since that day 'oh sorry' she said while removing her finger from my hand and then she cover my wound with bandage. And then remove her hands far from mine she was getting up but i hold her hand and pull her back her eyes widened as i said 'sit here your punishment is not finished' and i stood up and said 'I'm going downstairs will come back after mins you should just not move an inch' and goes downstairs to bring water and some snacks as i want her to punish more.

'Hey where you coming from huh' asked sam'obviously from roof' i replied when he and asre found me on stairs 'ohh is she also upstairs'asre asked me although they are my best friends but there are many things they don't know and there are many times i don't believe that since the day they ditched me i sometimes thought why am i even have them as my friends why does i even call them best friends or friends 'yes so what' i said furrowed my brows 'how long are you going to hide her we also wanted to meet her'asre said 'yes please let her meet' sam said while pouting i hate it when he pouts 'okay but wait here until i get water' i said and they both hummed in answer

                                                    

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