Paigdre
I have been discharged and I'm going back to my house to pick up a few things to go over to Jeremiah's house.
I feel like life is short and we are moving too slow. He stopped at my driveway and I got out but he remained in the car.
I walked up to the front door and went in , the door was already unlocked.
"Paigdre do not go over there" Xavier started at it again
"Xavier I'm not in the mood to argue , I just came out of the hospital and my head is hurting.... I'm going and that's final" I told him walking up the stairs to my room
"Fine you a grown woman you can do what ever you want" he shouted sounding irritated
I ain't get what he has against Jeremiah he's such a loving and caring boyfriend any brother would ask for his sister to have. He doesn't rush me for sex and he's loyal to me what else can I ask for in a man.
I went in my room and packed a few things. Then I went down I made sure to grab my iPhone charger before I leave.
I saw Xavier walking in with a puff on his face.
"Look Xavier I ain't wanna talk about it" I told him
"You ain't see me bugging ya" he said straight facing me
I just smacked my lips and went out. I walked up to Jeremiah's truck and put my bags in the back.
"Sorry I took that long" I told him getting in the passengers side
"That's gucci it felt like a minute" he said before he pulled off.
We drove in silence straight to his house. I got my stuffs and walked to the front door as he unlocked it letting me in.
"Imma take a shower" I told him
"Aiite imma be down here" he said dryly
Something is bothering him but I just can't put my finger on it.
I took a 30 minute shower then got dressed and went downstairs. I saw him and josh playing call of duty . So I went on a couch across from them. He looked up and saw me
"Aye come yere" he said motioning his fingers for me to come to him
I got up and went over to him , I was gon sit besides him but he gripped my waist and I fell back in his lap.
"You aiite?" He asked
I nodded I'm just real nervous sometimes. He tickled my side causing me to giggle and adjust properly in his lap. And when I giggle I sound like a pig how embarrassing can it get.
"Damn sis you sound like peppa pig" josh said laughing at my laugh
"Shut up" I cheesed at him
He started sticking out his tongue I swear he acts like a big baby sometimes.
"Aye cut that gay shit out" Jeremiah said to josh . I started laughing and that cause josh to shut up
"You grouchy ass grandpa you ain't never know how to have fun" josh said
"Who you calling grandpa dick head?"
"Oh my god both of y'all is childish as fuck" I said feeling proud of myself
"What you just say?" Jeremiah asked tackling me
I squealed at how much of a baby he can be.
"Awe y'all making me miss my baby..... A nigga out" josh said getting up , throwing down the control and heading out
Jeremiah laid me flat on the sofa then he came over me and started sucking on my neck leaving Love marks.
"Jere?" I questioned
"Hmm" he answered making his way down to my boobs
"You love me?" I asked
He stopped and looked up at me. Then he came from over me and sat up. I sat up too
"Where this coming from?" He asked then clear his throat
"No where honestly I just wanna know" I said to him
"Uh , maybe I do"
I furrowed my eyebrows "maybe you do , what does that mean?" I asked
"I don't know I just didn't think we reached the state of love yet" he told me
"Why because we don't have sex yet?"
He ran his hands over his face "It ain't like that"
"Then what then , I know I love you"
He looked at me "you what?" He asked befuddled
"I love you so why can't you just make up your mind and say how u feel about me it's aiite if you don't love me just yet. That's why we are in a relationship we work on things together" I told him
He sighed "I feel you aiite"
I felt weird I shouldn't have mentioned it and just enjoy our moment while it lasted. I got up and went over in his lap and kiss him while unbuttoning my blouse. He pulled back from the kiss.
"What are you doing?" He asked
"Working on our relationship no relationship is a hold without sex" I told him I know I sound desperate but I wanted pleasure too I haven't had sex since forever
"By having sex?"
"Mhm" I said sucking on his neck
"Sex isn't the way to keep a relationship together. We have to grow as one learn how to trust and love the person genuinely. Sex is just pleasure aiite" he said
"So you don't wanna have sex with me?" I asked
"That's not the point your rushing because I said I didn't love you"
I removed my body from his lap and got up.
"I'm going out" I told him walking away
"Where yo going?" He asked
"To find someone that love me"
He got up and grabbed my waist "Before you leave im only finna say this once. Stop with that bullshit , but I ain't gon force you to stay just know if you walk out that door you ain't coming back aiite..... and one thing I won't do is chase a female who leaves after an argument to go fuck another man" he said letting go of me
Now I feel like a hoe.
"Okay fine" I said then ran upstairs to his room.
He just shook his head and went back in the chill room.
I went in his room and closed the door behind me. Why am I being so desperate and stupid I have never done this before and no nigga has ever refused sex. What's the matter with him.
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