it started with a snapcode || h. js

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//ok before I start this chapter I just wanna say I'm excited bc I ordered the miroh and yellow wood albums and I'll let you know when they're here I'm so happy uwu anywho the first part to this chapter is sad(?) but YeeHaw//

My eyes flutter open. Someone was playing with my hair. I felt a warmth next to me. I recognize my surroundings. Why was I in a hospital? I wondered as I saw the hospital band on my wrist which suddenly had marks on it.

I weakly move to my other side and notice Jisung. He smiles and continues to run his fingers through my hair. I smile weakly and my vision goes blurry. I fall asleep.

I wake up in a cold sweat, my heart pounding. The moonlight showed through the open curtain. I check the alarm and it was only 12:57 in the morning.

I get out of bed and grab my bear. I exit the room and walk a few doors down the hall. I enter and walk to the bed, making sure to wake Jisung even if he's told me a million times that I can just lie next to him.

I sniffle as he turns over. "Y/n? What's wrong?" He asks as the night light illuminates the tears flowing down my cheeks.

"I-I had a b-bad dream again..." I wipe my eyes. He sits up and pats the spot next to him.

I sit down. "It'll be okay, hon. It was just a bad dream." He wraps an arm around me and kisses my forehead.

I wipe my eyes again. "B-But I...I died in the dream..."

"It was just a dream, Y/n." Jisung pulls me into a hug.

"But I died in your arms..." I lay my head on Jisungs shoulder. His expression saddens.

"Why don't you start sleeping in here then?" Jisung offers. I agree and soon drift to sleep.

I wake up the next morning to an empty bed. I rub my eyes and sit up. I check the time. 10:52am.

I get up and walk to the kitchen. "Morning guys." I greet them.

"Morning Y/n." They reply. I walk to the fridge to get a glass of milk.

I sit at the bar and get lost in thought. A few minutes pass. "Y/n, hey Y/n!" A voice snaps me out of it.

I look over and lock eyes with Jisung. "Sorry, lost focus..." I say.

"Are you alright?" He asks.

"I feel fine, why?"

"I know you were upset last night so I just wanna make sure." He kisses my cheek softly.

"I'm alright, love." I smile.

The next few hours rush by. It was now 7:02pm. We decided to have another karaoke contest which Jisung and I obviously won.

By 10 we were on the floor in a circle around a fake campfire which was basically just a pile of fairy lights which looked like a fire to us. The rest of the lights were off besides the hallway nightlight.

"-and that's the story of how I nearly got caught watching porn at 15." Chan finishes his sentence.

Jeongins expression was disgusted. "What about you Y/n? Got any stories?" Felix asks.

"I mean, when I was 10 I walked in on my mom and her now ex boyfriend doing the do." I reply.

"Anything else?"

"Well, if I have to. I already told Chan and Jisung-" I inhale deeply.

Jisung looks at me. "Are you sure you wanna tell them...?" He asks.

"If you guys know I think the others deserve to know as well." I exhale. "Basically, three years ago was a dark time for me." I begin.

"Depression and bullying was really getting to me...and basically I took a razor blade and tried to end my life. But I'm better now thanks to you guys, my mom, and whoever supported me afterwards." I smile faintly.

"Y/n..." Felix takes in the information. "I'm sorry you had to go through that. I'm glad you're okay now." He smiles.

"Thanks Felix. I love all of you." I lay my head on Jisungs shoulder.

"We love you too!" Jeongin says cheerfully, which brings my mood up.

"Thanks guys." I smile again.

"You really are the best."

//sorry if this was a short chapter. I came up with this idea last night. I love y'all and if you ever need someone to talk to feel free to message me 💕💕💕💕