I want to know her better. I want her to be well. I promise to do everything this time.
Hospital bed.
*playing chess with Bianca *
"Checkmate!!!" She said.
"Ahh... you are too smart for me." I said.
"Not too talented like you though." She chuckled.
The nurse came.
"Oh.. right! ... daily needles" she said.
"Its not gonna hurt honey."the nurse said.
I hate seeing her like this. The nurse just kept on injecting different liquids in her body.
The nurse left.
"Waw.. I guess this is the feeling of dying. " she said.
"No, its suppose to be the feeling of living."I said.
"Woah.. Am I dreaming or what?" She said.
"You? Talking about living. Its sooo weird." She said.
"I know.. it's weird for me too." I said.
"I'm glad that you wanna live. I almost witnessed you die." She said.
"I don't wanna witness you dying...." I said.
Her eyes were pure of happiness. The long stare from her was pure of ...just everything.
"Now, you should eat these fruits. It's good for the blood." I said as I peel it off for her.
"I've never felt cared like this before." She said.
I stared at her and said "come here." I offered my arms to her
I hugged her, reassuring her that everything is going to be okay.
Theres this one day where I take her out of the hospital.
"Let's go!" She said.
"Don't forget about your medication. "I reminded her.
"Yup! Mr... kwon.." she threw herself to me.
"Oops Haha, careful." I said as I carry her.
"Where are you taking me this time?"she asked.
"To paradise. " I said.
"In your bed?!" She said, she acted surprised but she was obviously kidding.
"No, were going to the beach. "I said.
"Really?!?!" She said. Smiling like a kid.
"Yeah, let's make a sand castle " I said.
She kissed me in the lips.
Oh and umm... we've been dating so it's not new.
As i kiss her back i just want her to be well. This is the first time I would ever want to give my life for someone so precious.
"I love you." I said... I said the magic word.
"Do you mean it?" She said.
"Umm.... I speak from my heart and mind ms.bianca."I said.
"Ppssshhh shut up and let's go." She said.
Walking in the sand... oh how I miss this. She missed it too.
"Look!! I caught a crab!" She said.
"What? Why are you catching crabs?" I said.
We both started laughing and I tried catching her. We ran on the sand but...
"Wait.. *breathes heavily* let's take a break " she said.
I was a bit panicking and I carried her and made her drink water.
She started laughing.
"You worried?" She said.
"OH MY GAHD.. were you just fooling around?" I said.
She laughs and nods.
"Not funny Bianca... not funny" I said.
She almost gave me a heart attack. I can't lose her like that. That's ridiculous.
"I love you too." She said the magic words.
My heart started pumping really fast. I thought I was gonna die.
"Let's head back ... today was fun." She said.
