CHAPTER9: ON LOCK

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I met him young , SPRUNG I was .
Rocked my world  at only 17 you SEE
But young hearts run FREE
& his kept running from ME .

Life hit home had to leave him ALONE.
2018 living on my OWN
I remember when he hit my PHONE ..

Least EXPECTED yet ACCEPTED ..
they say time heals all wounds but it seems like my wounds is getting infected cause he couldn't see how his lies and lack of effort EFFECTED.. ME

But with no love leaves LUST.
TRUST a missing factor .

Couldn't tell me I wasn't the only ONE
Held on to him like a mother to her SON ..
even planned for ONE .

One love , one body , one mind , one soul .
Control . I lost . He gained .
ON LOCK .

Wish I could go to daddy about the BOY
know my heart wouldn't feel like such a TOY

Dear daughter I need you to know just cause he FOCUSED when he STROKIN don't mean he FAITHFUL .

Just cause he make you CUM don't mean he COMMITTED

& every " I love you " ain't a LOYAL one .

Don't settle for temporary FEELS cause bad attachments are REAL & take a lot longer to HEAL

You forreal ?

So Surreal

If screenshots could kill

Now don't get me wrong I know men have they own stress

But when you have a young woman willing to go through every test you don't treat her like the rest

Matter fact put the rest to rest

She's the best . Yes.

Cause at the end of the day temptation is just the devil's test

& that nonchalant play will never be ok

But hey I'm just mommy ...

I can only love you properly

So you can probably love properly

Treat her more like Queen & less like property

I possibly stressed the importance of honesty ; modesty ..

but honestly it all ball downs to a blessing or a lesson

So baby boy when you look at her if you don't feel blessed ; let her go she's another man's blessing .

But if you look at her & see heaven on earth

All I ask is that you see her worth

I promise losing her will be a lingering regret

& don't forget

I brought into this world full of love so love .

& remember anything a man loves he takes care of .

mom


t.k

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