Struggle

Section Of Chapter 6.

4 Months Later <3
I wake up and go to the bathroom. I take a warm shower. Today they are coming back from their tour. I get out the shower and get dressed. I pull my hair in a perfect ponytail and get Oliver washed and dressed. He is almost 2, in 3 months. I put him in black jean shorts and a red top with a black little jacket. We are waiting for like 6 hours.

Then there is a knock at the door. I walk up and smile. Opening it. " I haven't seen y'all in forever!" Oliver giggles and smiles. He takes Oliver from me. He kisses him on the cheek and laughs. "What about me!?" I say in a mock jealous tone. He kisses me. "Why would I forget about you?" Corbyn smiles.

"Hey sis!" I hug Jack. "Hey bro." I sit on the couch. I look up, ' things to do in December ' and it comes up with lots, but I find something. "Hey guys, I have an idea. " I state. Corbyn raises his eyebrow. Jack groans. "This won't end well" I want to hit him but I cease. "Who wants to go ice skating? I found a rink online. " I say. Corbyn nods.  "Oh that sounds fun. Actually. " " Jack? " " Yeah, sounds good. " Jack says. "I'll be right back because I have to go to my house and change you know."

I take Oliver from him, swaying back and forwards slowly. "Don't leave without me. " Corbyn says. "No promises." I tease. He laughs a little, kisses me and leaves. Jack looks impatient and once Corbyn leaves, he holds out his arms.

"Ok can I have Ollie now?" "Oh " I give him to Jack and he plays chopsticks with him. Oliver starts giggling. He doesn't know how to play. He just hits his fingers and dies laughing. " Madi, you go get ready, I'll change him. " Jack says. I go to the bathroom.

I change into a pair of tights and I don't put on a shirt just yet.  I'm laying on my bed on my phone. I look at my stomach. I can see the scar from my C section. I never went away even though doctors said it would. I'm scrolling through Instagram and I like a few recent posts.

Then Corbyn comes running in the room. He crawls on the bed up to me until he is hovering over me. Kissing my lips softly. "You look beautiful. " "Oh thanks, you don't look too bad yourself. " "Mhm..."

He kisses me again, deeper this time. I wrap my arms around his neck, then wrap my legs around his torso, pulling him almost as close as he could possibly be. Then I hear the door open.

"My eyes stop!" I start laughing, as soon as I pull away from the kiss. Jack is standing at the door. Covering Oliver's eyes. "Come on guys. " Jack says.  I take Oliver from Jack after putting on a long sleeve shirt. "I'm ready! Ollie you ready?" I ask. "Weady!" He says.

Laying his head on my shoulder. We go to the rink and Jack is taking videos on his phone.  I'm standing on the ice. . I stand there and don't move. "Sure you don't wanna skate?!" Corbyn asks. He is ice skating like a pro.

"No. " "It's super fun!" He persists. "No I -" He takes my arm and walks, pulling me behind him. I cuss at him.  "Hey no cussing!!!" Jack is taking videos so He probably has this on camera. I let out a string of curses as Corbyn decides not to ice skate like a beginner, but to ice skate faster. "Oliver are you ok? Did you hear?" Jack asks.

"Wha uncle Jack?" "Okay good. " I grip onto Corbyn. Trying desperately not to fall. Because then I will die. My phone rings the text ring when I go sit back down. It's the video. I watch it. It's funny. When I cussed he turned the camera to Ollie when he said ' Did you hear' I post it.