M I N U T I A E (The small details of you)

Part 11: Preoccupied

[Play the soundtrack while reading]

It's you,

It's always you,

If I'm ever gonna fall in love,

I know it's gon' be you,

It's you,

It's always you,

Met a lot of people,

But nobody feels like you,

So please don't break my heart,

Don't tear me apart,

I know how it starts,

Trust me I've been broken before,

Don't break me again,

I am delicate,

Please don't break my heart,

Trust me I've been broken before,

I've been broken, yeah

I know how it feels

To be open

And then find out your love isn't real

I'm still hurting, yeah

I'm hurting inside

I'm so scared to fall in love

But if it's you then I'll try

I felt pain as I listen to this song, I shouldn't listen to this kind of music because it makes me more emotional, but it soothes my sadness.

"Sal!"

I stared at the person who shouted my name,

"What's up?"

He removed my earphones and touch both of my shoulders,

"Are you okay?"

You stared at me again, with those eyes,

It makes my heart feel alive even if I met a lot of guys besides you,

I'll tell you now.

"Jae."

"Hmm?"

You said as you use your phone as I speak.

I stood up in front of you and you look up to me.

"I know it's been a long time since we knew each other,

you've been a part of my life since 7 years old.

We've been friends since then.

Look, this is hard for me to say, that through all this years,

even though I met and have a lot of relationships, my heart always find its way to go back to you.

I don't think this is a simple feeling anymore, because if this is not love,

Why do I still want to love you everyday?

There's not a moment you left in my mind,

I decided to remove all this feelings for you because like you, I want our friendship to last,

but,

you're making me fall for you every time we see each other,

you never fail to catch my attention,

I know I'm a part of you past now,

I just want to let it all out and say,

I love you and I'll choose to love you no matter how much you've hurted me—"

You reach for me and in a second, our lips met and we stayed like that for seconds.

I close my eyes and feel the moment.

"Sal!?"

"Oh!?"

I woke up in instant,

unoticed I touch my lips, why did it felt so real?