Why am I steady asking myself things
I probably will never know like why my heart has grown so cold
not to others but to myself..
I cut, I cry, I bleed why not just die??
Why am I here..
I'm like that extra tooth that just cramps things up
& causes things to fall apart and get crooked..
I'm standing here watching the kids play & giggle
guy & girl so in love
Grandma and Grandpa celebrating 60 years of their love and devotion...
I want to find something that can make things right for me
why don't people see the hurt that's coming from inside of me?..
Source: http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/hurting-2#ixzz3IGLzDQWB
Family Friend Poems
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Francesca's POV
"Where are they? They should be here by now." I say checking my phone.
"I don't know maybe they got a little to excited when he picked her up, if you know what I mean." Mikey says while wiggling his eyebrows.
"Ewww. Micheal!! Don't say stuff like that! Fran why are you dating him?" Bethany yells.
"No. Ashley wouldn't do that." Amanda says.
"Neither would Ashton." Calum says.
"Im just gonna call her." I say getting out my phone.
She didn't answer the first time but then she called me back right after.
"Hello?" She says into the phone.
"Hey. Where are you?"
"What do you mean?" She say confused.
"All of us were gonna meet up at the mall."
"Oh, my gosh. I completely forgot. I'm so sorry."
"Its okay." I say.
"Let me talk to Ashton. I'll call you back."
"Wait. Are you at his place?"
"Yeah.. Why?"
"Just wondering." I say.
"Bye." She says ending the call.
"So?" Beth asks.
"Shes at Ashton's." I say.
"What?! Since when does she go over to Ashton's?" Am asks.
"She doesn't, something must have happened." Calum says.
Ashley's POV
"Um. Hey Ash? Do you still want to go to the mall. Our friends are waiting for us." I ask him.
"Sure babe. But it's up to you."
"Okay. Um... Yeah, let's go."
Otw
I text Fran.
"Hey Ash can we stop by Mary's house do she can watch Lilly?"
".Yea. Sure baby."
"Hey, Lilly you're gonna go to Aunt Mary's house okay?" Ashley says to her little sister.
"Yay." Lilly response
Sorry this is short too but it's bc Twitter. Have you been on recently? A girl is telling Ashton to go cut again. Like wtf!!?!?! she posted on Twitter "I hope he cuts and dies." LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?!?! NO. I KNOW YOU WANT FIFTH HARMONY TO WIN BUT YOU STILL DONT TRY TO START A HASHTAG LIKE THAT. SHE WANTS TO START #AshtonPleaseGoCutAgain
LIKE UM NO EXCUSE YOU BITCH.
I like legit started crying bc I love Ashton to death.
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Sucked Into Darkness
Paranormal"Whose there?" A soft spoken voice called out. "Someone you do not yet know. I would tell you not to be afraid but then I'd be lying to you." A low, dark raspy voice answered.
