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"Y/n?" Karen asked "can you sing to me again"

I sit up and smile

"Sure!"

"What do you want to hear?"

"Can you sing a song about your past?" She asked

"Karen I don't thi-" I interrupted Kenny

"Of course! But are you sure you want to hear it?" I asked
"it's such a sad song to go to sleep."

"I'm not really tired," she says, "and I really like your singing"

"Okay" I tell her

She smiles and walks back to her room

I was about to join her when Kenny came up from behind and hugged me

"Kenny?" I asked

"I'm glad you came" He says

My eyes began to water
I turn around and hug him back

"Me too"

I walked to Karen's room and sat on her bed.

"Ready?" I asked her nervously

"Yes" she smiles

SONG

I am the diamond you left in the dust
I am the future you lost in the past
Seems like I never compared
Wouldn't notice if I disappeared
You stole the love that I saved for myself
And I watched you give it to somebody else
But these scars no longer I hide
I took my hoodie off so my scars where showing
She gasped, but I kept going.
I found the light you shut inside
Couldn't love me if you tried
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough
my eyes were burning from the tears gathering up
Does it burn
Knowing I used all the pain?
Does it hurt
Knowing you're fuel to my flame?
Don't look back
Don't need your regrets!!
Thank God you left my love behind
Couldn't change me if you tried
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough
Release your curse!
'Cause I know my worth!
Those wounds you made are gone!
I put my hoodie back on
You ain't seen nothing yet
Your love wore thin
And I never win!!
You want the best
So sorry that's clearly not me~
This is all I can be
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough!!!!~

End

I was a crying mess by the end

Karen hugged me and thanked me for singing to her and went to bed. I quietly exited from her room and slide down the wall. Calm down just calm down. I got up and walked to kenny's room.
I walked in and see him lying on his bed with his arm over his face. I quietly walk over and lay down beside him. I hesitatingly put my arm around him and played with his hair. I was still silently crying but being by Kenny really calmed me down.

'Why is that?' I thought to myself, ''''Why does Kenny calm me down so much'
Because I'm living with him? Or because he's caring? Is it because he's cute—WAIT WHAT?!"

I blush and face palm lightly into his shoulder

"Do I like Kenny?" I wondered to myself

I look back up at him. His arm had fallen do to moving in his sleep, so now I have a perfect view of his face. I'm still in awe about it. I played with his hair some more till I felt tired.
I caress his cheek and kiss his forehead.

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