Pain and Pleasure

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He leaned over and pressed his lips against mine. I felt his hand on my hip while his other one caressed my cheek. I melted in his arms as I felt my own arms move on their own. One of my arms wrapped around him while the other one wrapped around his head pulling him deeper into the kiss.

Levi pulled away from the kiss laughing and before I could ask him what was so funny he blurted out, "Your thoughts sure are something."

My cheeks went red and I gave him a sheepish smile. "Sorry, I left them unfiltered for a minute."

"No don't apologize, I like what I saw," Levi smiled.

"Oh," I said with a big grin spreading across my face. "Well, there's more where that came from."

"Bring it. I need the ideas," Levi said awkwardly.

"Wait," I said before thinking about everything. He's been isolating himself for years. He hasn't gotten close to anyone. Is he a virgin?

"Shut up," Levi said his face going red as he avoided my eyes. "I've just never found the need to do this kinda thing with someone before now."

"Awe, I feel special," I said giving him a kiss on the cheek.

"Are you, um, a virgin?" Levi asked before clearing his throat, "you don't have to answer that if you don't want to its really none of my business,"

"I tell you anyways because I can tell you're curious," I said propping myself up on my elbows. "I'm not a virgin, but I mean my first time was a trainwreck."

"Well, now I'm really curious?" Levi said, "I can use it as a what not to do," he said giving me an excuse to hear what happened.

"Well, first off booze was involved."

"Oh yeah that's never a good sign," Levi smiled.

"Yeah, I was at a party that Mikasa dragged me to. I pretty much just stayed in the corner half the night drinking whatever drink Mikasa and Armin handed me. Before I knew it, someone was next to me in the corner avoiding the crowd too. We started talking and eventually snuck off to a bathroom. There was our second mistake," I laughed as Levi made a face of disgust at the mention of us doing something like that in a bathroom. I could hear his thoughts despite not being a mind reader How unsanitary, he was thinking.

"Yeah, so on top of being drunk we were in an awkward situation as well as trying to do everything in awkward positions. We didn't have lube we didn't prep anything and well, he put it in and a minute later we both decided it wasn't going to work."

"Sounds painful," Levi winced.

"Very much so," I laughed, "well now we know what not to do," I laughed nervously.

"Yeah, don't worry, I may be a virgin, but I at least know what to do enough to not fuck up that badly. Also, we're in a bed and completely sober so there are two mistakes already avoided," Levi said proudly.

"Yup," I laughed before pulling him into a kiss, "not to mention I'm actually doing this with someone I know and like. That definitely makes things a hell of a lot better."

Levi smiled and pulled me close "I'd hope so," he said before placing a kiss on my lips. His hands slid down my chest until they reached the end of my shirt. He slipped his fingers underneath before breaking the kiss to carefully pull it over my head. I gave him a nervous smile. I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed about being shirtless in front of him, but he just smiled at me before running his hands over my chest.

"Your turn," I said before lifting his shirt over his head. When I saw his chest I couldn't help but stare a little. I could feel his embarrassment rush through me. His embarrassment wasn't like mine he had a lot more insecurities rushing through him from what I felt. He had shown me the scar on his abdomen before, but I never knew just how many scars he had. His chest was littered with little ones the biggest was the one he showed me, but there were a few other large ones.

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