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Chapter 17

It'd been a week since I had read that letter and also a week since I had last spoken to Jade. I hoped she was having a great time back at home, but I wondered if she knew anything about these letters. I doubt she did though. Tomorrow night both my mum and Derek would be going back home meaning I'd be going back to my little dorm room and I'd be all alone until Jade came back. Jade wasn't planning on coming back until next week since class wasn't for about another week or so. I didn't know whether or not to tell someone about the letter and I sure hoped there wasn't another letter there waiting for me.

"Hey." my mum said as she sat next to me on the bed and I did my best to smile at her.

"Hi mum." I said forcing my voice.

"Something on your mind?"

"Actually yea."

"What's that hun?"

"I don't really feel like talking about it."

"Is it about Jade?" she asked and I knew she wasn't going to just drop it.

"Yes, but again mum I don't want to talk about it."

"Perrie I haven't seen you for months and we hardly have time to talk over the phone or anything with the time differences and everything going on in our lives. When I'm around you and I see you sad I'd like to know what's going on." she said and I knew she was right. She and I weren't together for months and we hardly talked anymore due to the circumstances.

"Fine." I said sighing. "It is about Jade. At the beginning of the year I was tired of hiding my feelings for her so I decided to tell her, but not face to face. I wrote her letters and left them as anonymous until finally one night I was tired of being unknown and I signed it with my name. Now I got an anonymous letter, but it's not like it's romantic or anything. The letter I got said I'd loose her and I'm afraid that I could loose her not only as a girlfriend but as my best friend."

"Well Perrie I do know that Jade truly does love you and she'd never hurt you in that way, but whoever is sending these letters has no idea what they're talking about. I don't see why Jade would leave you unless you guys are fighting constantly or physical violence is taking place, but I'm sure none of that is taking place."

"None of that is happening. We haven't fought we haven't hit each other everything's been great, but I don't know whose sending these letters or why they're writing them."

"I can't tell you who and I can't tell you why, but I can tell you everything will eventually work out for the best. I promise." she said and I made myself remember those words.

I sat in my dorm room waiting. Today Jade was coming home and she had texted me telling me she'd be here in about an hour. Over the past week I had gotten a few more letters telling me I was a terrible girlfriend and Jade deserved better and that I was stupid to believe she loved me. I shrugged them off as best as I could and tried to just think that she was still mine no matter what was written to me.

As I heard the door open I quickly got up and saw her walk in. She looked beautiful. She gotten a small haircut which looked perfect on her and she had died her hair a light brown color. She looked stunning.

"Hi!" I said in excitement as I took her in for a hug and she instantly hugged back.

"Hi babe. I missed you so much." she said and I smiled at her words.

'I missed you too beautiful." I said pulling back from the hug to appreciate her beautiful features.

"Why are you staring at me like that?" she asked giggling.

"You're just so beautiful. I've realized you've changed your hair and it looks perfect on you." I said and she blushed.

"Thanks love. I actually didn't like the way it looked at first."

"It looks perfect." I said running my fingers through her soft hair.

"So how have things been here?" she asked.

"Not too good." I admitted. "How about at home?"

"Things were ok, but it would of been better with you there."

"I would of loved to be there with you." I said hugging her once again and it felt so good to be holding her.

"So what happened here that didn't make things so good?" she asked as we sat on the bed. I wasn't sure whether or not to tell her about the letters because I didn't want to start freaking out about something that may not even mean anything.

"Well it was just lonely and I also found out that my mum is dating Sam's dad which is a bit freaky."

"I don't think Sam and his dad even talk. At least that's what I know from when I was dating him." she said shrugging.

"Oh well. As long as my mum is happy and as long as I've got you beside me everything is ok." I said and she smiled. I kissed her softly missing the feel of her soft lips against mine. She instantly kissed back and I pulled her close to me feeling her soft skin. I deepened the kiss as she made her way onto my lap. I slipped my tongue in tangling mine with her, hearing her soft moans and getting slightly turned on by it. I felt her hands tugging at my shirt and I broke the kiss to pull off my shirt and kissed her once again deeply and passionate this time. My fingers messed around with the button of her jeans trying to undo them and pull them off of her.

I flipped her over so that I was hovering over her and slowly pulled off her top. I kissed down her body until I reached the very spot I had been dying to get to for months now. I slowly kissed up her thighs teasing her.

"Don't be such a tease." she said looking at me.

"Always have been a tease always will be a tease." I said smirking as I looked up at her. This was the first time I'd be having any sexual relation with a girl or a sexual relation at all and I was nervous if I wouldn't be doing right or if she wouldn't be enjoying it. I began eating her out as I rubbed her clit hearing her moans. As her moans grew louder I rubbed her clit faster and ate her out deeply until I made her cum. I licked her clean hearing her heavy panting become softer until she was breathing normal once again. I kissed her softly so she could get a taste of herself and her mumble a soft 'mm'. I pulled away looking at her she perfect.

That night we both had fallen asleep on her bed even thought it was tiny, we held each other close. After two weeks of not having her by my side it felt good to be this close to her once again.

Sorry I took so long with this update and i'm sorry it's not that great, I just really wanted to get something out there, but i PROMISE once Christmas break comes around there will be a lot more updates.