conflict of emotions

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He smiled a bit and looked into my eyes,laughing to himself
"T-Thank you (y/n) y-your the first person to...to even accept who..what I am" he said wiping some tears from his eyes
I too smiled,but I was not sure what to feel
Everything,every emotion I have is conflicting with one another as I try think about...well this situation
I'm just not sure what to say,what to do,how to act and how I can look at him
Iv never questioned my own feeling...but now i-i am
I-i like him
B-but I'm not into guys..argh!this is so confusing!

I felt him tap my head
"You okay?" He asked
...i-i really don't know,everything feels so weird..
"(Y/n)?"
"Y-ya i-im okay just.. thinking that's all"
He nodded
"Hay um,c-could we start heading back I think its going to-"
Before he could finish a drop of rain hit his nose,and soon followed by more,a lot more
He sighed
"-rain..."
I laughed a bit,looking at his expression
God he's cute
He sighed and giggled a bit
"Had to open my mouth huh?" He says
"Yip" I say
"Well lets head back before we get completely soaked" he says and begins to walk,and I follow

But...as we walk I feel really strange,i-i don't know why
Just looking at him makes me feel even more strange
"Hay...uh....c-can we...." he stuttered over his words
I tilted my head
"What?"
"Um....h..hold hands"
I blush,I thought I would be reluctant but before I knew it I was holding his hand
He was blushing too
"T-thanks (y/n)" he said and smiled more

(*unintelligible screaming of being tired and unmotivated and some other things for not updating*)

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