JENLISA Oneshots

104. Believe

"This isn't working out Lisa and we both know it. It's best for us to head our separate ways"

I kept on repeating your last words to myself, as if it could change to something else and not this conclusion.

Stupid me, couldn't let out what i wanted ask, the question that begged to be answered once I heard your confession,

"Why Jennie?" I just wanted you to tell me why.

But because of the overwhelming shock, I just nodded, agreed with you, watching you turn away and drive off to a future that was meant to be ours. Without even asking you the question that was on the tip of my tongue and without saying a last goodbye.

"Isn't working out Lisa and we both know it"

Honestly, I still believed that it was always going well, despite our conversation that turned from almost every night, to only, at least twice a week. But, I never complained because I knew we were both busy with our own jobs and schedule.

Because one thing I still believed in was my trust in you and our relationship. I believed that even without hearing your sweet, calming voice on a daily basis, you were still with me, in my heart.

But now, like a click of a switch, what we had is all over, like there was nothing really there. For you, what we had, seemed like it didn't mean anything to you or

I never really meant anything to you.

All those days and memories of you promising me that our love will be strong enough until our very last breath, believing that you would love me as much as I love you until the very end.

All of it led me to believing of the future expectations, but here we are, apart, but merely strangers to one another.

Strangers with memories.

I don't want to believe that we're over, realising that you moved on, so easily from me. While I still hold on, tightly, to every piece of you, even the ones that have conflicted me.

Because I truly love you that much Jennie

I don't want to believe that from now on, whenever I wake up, I don't have someone I can call mine and is only mine.

I don't want to believe that you will easily fall in love with another, forgetting what we had, while I am here, knowing that I will still love you.

I don't want to believe that you have actually given up, on this relationship, on us and on me.

The person you assured, you will love so deeply that nothing can break your love for them apart.

Your love for me