𝒘𝒆 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒓.

i am so scared of falling in love ,
i am scared of the pain it brings
i don't want to be broken once more,
i don't want to experience that happiness that left me giddy ,
when suddenly that happiness fades and it leaves me broken beyond fix ,
i don't want to feel tears rolling down my cheeks for a boy who promised to never let a tear fall,
i don't want to hear sweet words from a boy who spews out lies like nectar ,
i don't want to fall back in a cage of toxicity ,
i don't want to fall in this web of false promises ,
i am scared of letting all those happy memories turn in shards of glass that will hurt my heart ,
i am scared of drowning in the darkness of unworthyness when i was worth it the whole time ,
i am scared of love and will always be.