Millie's point of view
We walk inside the school building together, hand in hand. My heart starts pounding faster and faster. I feel numb and broken. Its like I can't feel a single fucking thing anymore and I knew Billie felt the same way. The last time we were here was when we had found out Lexi had committed suicide.
I sneak a glance at Billie as she glides her hand across Lexi's locker. I could see the pain and sorrow in her eyes. I turn around just in time to see Jake Walters walking down the hallway followed by his crew of jocks.
He winks as he walks by me, a wink that sends back horrid flashbacks.
I was drunk and unstable. He forced me onto the bed, pulled down my pants and forced himself inside of me. I remember shouting "no" and to stop but it was like whatever I said didn't matter. It felt like I was drowning underwater and no one could save me. I felt hopeless.
I couldn't bring myself to tell anyone because why would it matter. Why do I matter?
I take another glance at Jake and tears sprung my eyes.
"we need to get out of here" i tell Billie
"and go where" she responds
"anywhere"
