There aren't really a lot of boy Kardashian books so I decided to make one.
Kash Jupiter west is 18 years old he ran away from home when he was 16 years old so 2 years now years later he is contemplating on going back to Cali .
"Family" she whispered but going to sleep right afterwards I looked at the ceiling thoughts of family through running in my head.
People think my family is perfect but if we're being honest were far from it.
Next day...
"Kash are you good" Travis asked while passing the almost burned out blunt
I sighed while rubbing my face "hell nah" I took a pause "sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice dating Kaia" I said looking at Travis
"I know it's a lot bro but you gotta stick this shit out man relationships ain't easy" Travis said
"I should've never came back into the spotlight life has just been fucked up" I admit passing him back the blunt
Travis just nods taking his last puff of the blunt.
"I want to go off the grid again." I told travis looking straight ahead of me "and why the fuck do you want to do that" Travis asked "I just feel like my happiness wasn't fully there yet and me making that decision to come back so early was only because of anxiety." I said with my head in my hands with tears building up in my eyes
"I don't know how I'm gonna break it to Kaia...the I love you's and we're meant for each other were never real on my part" I let the tears slip out my eyes.
Travis rubbed my back "Kash the best thing I can tell you is to do what you want to do if restarting is what you need then go do that i would hate for you to spend your youth living for someone who's not you" he told me
"I feel so ashamed ya know" I paused again "I feel like a asshole here I am leading this girl on who's amazing, gorgeous and intelligent she's been so good to me she's listened when nobody else would jacq she even moved across the fucking world for me and I've done nothing but lead her on" more tears came out
"Bro I'm a piece of shit" I whispered out while Travis sighed "you're not a piece of shit your just a Young and dumb kid who doesn't know what they want in life yet live for yourself kid not nobody else but you my guy now go inside and handle your business like a man your not a wimp" jacq told me he patted my back 2 times before he got up to go get kylie
"Where are you going" I asked
"To tell Kylie we're packing up to leave I have a feeling that shits about to go down" he said twisting his braid and leaving
I eventually got the strength to stand up from where I was sitting.
"Kai Bubba you in the room" I yelled out and hear a yeah come from "our" room.
I walked up the stairs and into our room to see her laying on the bed on her phone.
"Bubby you good, you look like you've been crying" she asked
I took a seat on the bed staring at her thinking about what's gonna happen next.
"I'm sorry" was the first thing I could get out.
"What do you mean your sorry" she laughed a little bit.
"I'm sorry Kaia I'm so fucking sorry". I said seeing her with a blur because of the tears threatening to fall
"Kash bubby why are you crying you're making me nervous" she tried touching me but only to have me lean back
"Kaia I've been feeling this way for a long time and I'm so sorry for leading you on you were so kind to me, you made me laugh and you made me happy for a little while I thought I felt something for you Bubba I've been lying to you for so long and I'm so sorry" I cried to her
She stared at me and watched me cry.
"Get to the fucking point kash" she said staring at me
"I've never loved you."
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