it started with a... (marcus rashford)

part 35 🦋

He started to lean in...
"I can't do this" I said shaking my head
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have" he sighed
"Im gonna go back inside" I said looking down at the ground
"I'm sorry" he said as I walked off

"Harriet babes come here" nisrina and fern shouted
"Ello" I said giving them a hug and took a sip of my almost empty drink
An arm wrapped around my waist and I jumped
"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you, do you want another drink or?" The person asked me
I turned around to see...
Kieran, kieran trippier my other best friend
"KIERAN" I screamed and hugged him
"IVE MISSED YOU" I smiled
"I've missed you too hazza" he said giving me another hug
"Where did you disappear to after the World Cup?" I shouted over the loud music
"I've just been really stressed lately and I haven't left the house only for training and games" he sighed
"Aw you should've called I would've came and visited you" I smiled

I walked over to another area of the club to see Viddal sitting on his phone
"Hey stranger" I smiled
"Oh um hi" he said shyly
"It's not like you to be shy" I said
"Sorry I just feel weird about earlier" He laughed slightly still looking at the ground
"It's ok, honestly" I said trying to make eye contact with him
"Do you want another drink?" He asked me
"No I'm alright Kieran's getting me one" I smiled politely
"Ok love" he grinned

Back home...
i wasn't too drunk, just tipsy
Viddal brought me home
I entered the the house and collapsed onto the couch and scrolled through Instagram,
I stumbled onto a fan account that posted an edit of Marcus and I at the World Cup
a few minutes later Viddal came and sat down next to me.
"How are you?" He asked me
"I'm fine just tired and confused" I sighed lightly
"Why are you confused?" He asked me softly
"Was I not good enough for him that he had to kiss her back, if he wanted a kiss he could've just asked me, id never say no" I said holding back my tears
"Don't say that haz, of course you're good enough, more than good enough actually, any guy would be lucky to have you" he said placing a hand on my thigh
I didn't move or tell him to stop, if felt nice to have someone care and say such nice things about me.
I leaned my head on his shoulder and he look down at me, his deep brown eyes staring straight into my soul.

We sat like that for a second until it became awkward
"I think I'm gonna go to bed" I lied
"Yeah I um better get going" he stuttered
I walked him to the door gave him a long hug
"Bye" I waved as he drove off into the distance

I walked up stairs and into my room, I took off my dress and was half way dressed when I heard someone moving around in my bathroom down the hallway...
I tippy toed down my long hallway and on my way i seen... a bra, a red lacy bra
Then red lacy underwear
I heard moaning coming from the bathroom,
I neared closed and the moaning got louder,
My heart started beating faster
I opened the door to see Marcus and another woman having sex on the bathroom floor
"Harri" Marcus spoke before I cut him off
"Shut the fuck up" I cried
"You never told me you had a girlfriend" the girl gasped
"It wasn't important" he sighed
She slapped him there and then
"You are a horrible horrible man" she screamed and ran out gripping her clothes
"I agree, we're done" I sobbed and walked out
I grabbed my bag, keys and phone and ran to my car.
I jumped in and cried into the steering wheel
I seen marcus come rushing out of the door and I started the engine and drove off with only a bralette and pyjamas bottoms on.
The only person I wanted to see right now was keiran,
I pulled over to the side of the road and called him

Tripps: harriet? are you okay?
Haz: I need someone to talk to
Tripps: your voice sound so shaky, are you crying?
Haz: uh yeah, where are you
Tripps: I'm at trents, where are you
Haz: somewhere on the side of the road
Tripps: drive to trents
Haz: ok I'm on the way
Tripps: I love u
Haz: love u too