it started with a... (marcus rashford)

part 36 🦋

"I just wanna start by saying I'm so sorry for everything I've done, you are my world and I fucked up massively and I know I broke your trust and I don't deserve to be forgiven but harriet you are my everything I cannot live without you. Seeing you walk out crying last night broke my heart I cried myself to sleep thinking about it, i love you" He said crying more than I've ever seen him cry......

I could speak without crying so I stayed silent
"Please say something" Marcus begged
"Why why did you do it?" I stuttered
"I was high, and I know that's not an excuse but I was out of it and I was grieving because I lost you" he sobbed
"Please forgive me" he cried
"Marcus you have to understand what you've done has killed me it's not easy to forgive something like this I'm sorry" I sighed
He squeezed my hands and nodded
"I understand and I'm willing to do anything to win you back" he smiled softly
I sat in silence staring at our hands linked together and I started crying
"How could you ruin this Marcus" I said gesturing towards our hands
"What did I do wrong" I sobbed
"Nothing" he cried
"Then why did you do it, we were going so well, why did you have to ruin it" I said, my breathing was getting heavy
"Harriet please breath, you're gonna have a panic attack" he sobbed
My breathing suddenly got worse and my chest felt like it was caving in
Marcus stood up and laid me on the couch and kneeled down besides me hold my hands repeating the word "breathe" over and over again until I calmed down
"I have to go, you can stay here but I can't be here with you" I sighed
"Where are you going to go" He asked me
"I'm going back to Liverpool and staying with my family for a bit" I said avoiding his eye contact
"What about work?"
"Today was my last day" i sniffled
"Oh okay well done I'm sure you did great" he smiled
"Thank you" was all I said as I walked upstairs to pack my suitcase
I didn't say goodbye, I was too distraught to speaking to him any longer
So I just went down stairs hopped in my car and drove somewhere, not to my mums but to trents place.

I walked inside and was greeted by Jesse who gave me the warmest hug ever
"Hi babe" I smiled sadly
"How are you" He asked me
"Not good, i spoke with Marcus" I sighed
"So what are you gonna do now?" He asked me
"I'm staying in London for then next 2 days and I'm leaving on Thursday morning to go stay with my family in Liverpool" I smiled sadly
"I leave for Manchester on Thursday we can go together" Jesse smiled
"That works" I smiled happily
"I'm gonna go visit someone, I'll be back later, don't miss me too much" I giggled

Jesses POV
"I'm gonna go visit someone, I'll be back later, don't miss me too much" she giggled
Her laugh is so precious, little does she know I will miss her
...END OF POV...

Harriets POV
I drove to Viddals house, I wanted to tell him I was leaving soon he deserved to know.

"Harriet! Hi" he exclaimed
"Wait have you been crying?" He said looking very concerned
"Yeah I have" I sighed
He immediately pulled me into a hug
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked
"Yeah I actually do" I sighed softly

"And that's what happened" I cried
I had just told him everything
He looked shocked, angry and sad all at the same time
He gave me a hug and I burried my head into his chest
"So are you single now?" He asked
"Yeah" I said before he cut me off by smashing his lips on mine
I was taken aback but I went with it I needed this right now. Our lips went in sync with each other perfectly like they were meant for eachother
We pulled away simultaneously and a smile grew wide on my face
"I've been waiting to do that ever since the day I met you" He smiled
I didn't say anything I just hugged him
I didn't want to say anything in case I said something stupid and made it sound like he was a rebound.
We laid together for a while until someone knocked on his door
Viddal answered it
"Is Harriet there?" The person asked
"Yes, but who are you?" Viddal said protectively
"I'm her friend jesse" jesse spoke
I stood up and walked to the door
Jesse had red bloodshot eyes and sad expression on his face
"I'm sorry I have to go" I said hugging Viddal
"When can I see you again" he asked
"I leave to go to liverpool on Thursday so I honestly don't know" I sighed
"Okay" He said sadly
"Bye" I smiled and blew a kiss and walked out with Jesse