ｆａｉｔｈ / kimtaehyung

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While she's cleaning the house, she found something on the floor. It was his wedding ring.

𝚊𝚢𝚗𝚊'𝚜 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 

I find his wedding ring  on the kitchen floor under our dining table. He must have dropped it while eating here. I walk toward him wanting to give it back but I stop middle-way because I realize that he can't even remember anything, mostly about these things. I look at the ring and place it inside my pocket.

Afraid that I will forget about this little ring later and misplaced it or maybe got washed by the washing machine, I put inside a paper folded like a mini envelope and place it inside my diary hoping it will be here when it's the time.

I opened my bedroom door and find Taehyung lying on the sofa in front of the tv. "Hey ayna come here... Let's watch a movie together. It's the one that I really love actually. I can't remember who introduced this to me... but I guarantee you that it's really naisse..."I sit beside him and he started to type the title and it shows 'Love, Rosie' . 

I am so sad right now because I am the one who introduced it to him and he can't seem to remember anything about me. Not even a little. Afraid that he will realize that I am in blue, I gave a full fake reaction like it's my first time watching it. 

"ayna can I ask you a question ... Are you single? It's just a question, don't misunderstand.." He asked me and I don't know what exactly to reply to my own husband. Should I lie or not? I won't 

"Wow what a question... I don't ... I am single . Why did you ask?" Okay let's start the QnA session , shall we ..

"It's just that I have never saw you with someone. Or maybe you are not over someone? And your face always looks so sad. I sometimes wondered what's going on inside your mind. I can make you laugh , if you want. When I looked at you, you seem to have so many things inside your head. Is there anything bothering you? We should be friend." He comforted me with those words. Yes I am very sad, Taehyung-ah.. I wish that we could be all lovey-dovey like we used to but you can't even remember me, that's extremely bothering me so much.

"I love someone, well in fact I love him so much, he's like my universe. He was always by my side no matter what happen. He's always help me when I'm in need. Always made me laugh, bought me my fav flowers, brought me to romantic dates and he did a lot of things. He was.."

"was? Why past tense ? He's not here anymore ?" I shake my head denying what he said.

"He's always here, here in my heart. But... I miss him so much that I just want to hug him right now but I don't think he miss me. I don't think he wants to hug me anymore.he's gone. Not from this world. I mean , him that I used to love so much, the old him. I don't know when he will come back and run into my arms. I don't kno-"

I started crying and Taehyung suddenly hug me and said everything is okay and he said he will come soon. I miss this, his warm hug. His deep voice right beside my ear. My tears flow down faster knowing that this is just the time I can hug him. He patted my back saying it's okay to cry sometimes.