A better life (R5 fan fiction)

chapter 37 this needs to end

A better life

Chapter 38

Emma POV

My eyes open to the bright blinding lights

I turn my head to the left

A heart thing

Right so I'm in a hospital room

Why?

Then it all comes back to me

Me trying to kill myself

And actually done it

If you’re confused at this point I chose to live

I might have a shit life but I can't let my family go through it as well

My family?

Dad?

Where is my daddy?

I need him

Hug him

OK I know right now. I sound like a little kid here but after I saw what his life was going to be like I just wanna hug him…

I turn my head to the right

And see…

Reece

My X boyfriend

The boy who I came all my trust to

All my love

Then he broke that by cheating on me with the girl who bullied me

Wait why he is in hospital?!

I look closer at him

And see his arms are in white

He has a breathing mask on

Oh my god

He tried doing suicide

A tear falls down my cheek

He might have cheated on me but I still care about him

I still love him with all my heart

I forever will

Another tear splits down my face

I look away from him

And look down at my arms

There is no covering on them

But lines and lines

Those lines are scars

Flash back ------

I was with Reece on the beach

He was of surfing and I was sun bathing

“Mummy why is that girls arms stripy?”

I look to the left to where the voice was coming from

It was a little girl no older than 6 who was pointing a me

The mother of the child looked at me

Then looked down at her child and said “don’t worry baby I will tell you later”

---End of flash back----

I remember that day

I need to change this

I need to stop cutting

I need to stop self-harming

I need to get over depressed

I am fed up of this

This is the end

I am going to get better

Not just for me but for my family

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Hey guys I am so sorry I have not updated in 3 weeks but I am going through a hard time at the moment, with school exams course works family problems so updates are going to be slower but the book is not going on hold

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-Sophie X