If I listened to you[K.JS]

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"Come to your brother's college graduation, he needs his family, not your selfish date to the party."

I went and had fun at the freshman's party, her name was Lali or something like that

I got so high that I couldn't take control

Seokjinnie became mad at me and didn't talk to me until our eomma died

then grew mad at me after i told him that i was going to change it into cafe

it's still the same, just with more items and no more ice cream 

besides mom never told me the recipes, so I might as well make it something else

even once we reunited on the funeral bed, he demanded that I give him the ice cream store

he is an acting major but he cares about our mom's silly business

of course it helped fund our needs but we all knew that dad only put checks for my brother and I 

later when I looked through mom's photobook, she had Jin's graduation in one section where I recognized those cat like expression

no wonder why you didn't talk for a while, though I always thought of you as an annoying leech that sucked the fun out of everything

you were right about the date being douche, and i hate that you were right

why is your advice so painful when I reminiscent these pictures for the first time

maybe I should try texting you? 

I scrolled to your instagram, and I didn't even remember bothering to look at what you posted

there were some of us when we were still friends

but one caught my eye

there was a girl younger than our age with that annoying nephew who hates me 

they looked happy as they took a selfie with you

I never saw you look that happy since we spent time at Everland during our last year of high school

maybe it's better if I stop, but if I was given another chance, I would listen