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go home Betty

{Meme of the day}

It's been three weeks since i got to taste her lips, since i broke up with her, since i made the biggest mistake of my life.
I missed her. She probably didn't miss me. She'd probably moved on. These three weeks, maybe she had been on a date and fallen in love and... forgot about me. While all i've done is gotten drunk. It was the only way to forget about the pain. Maybe Alcohol was the answer, maybe not.
At least it was the only way to forget about her and her blonde locks tied into a perfect ponytail.
"Perfect" She had always hated that word, i didn't know why.
....And i was thinking about her again, and the pain was back. The way she tried to hold onto my face, desperately trying to hold me back as i said the words, 'go home Betty'. Now wish i hadn't. I wish i could call her and tell her that i'm sorry and that i love her, but i can't, that would be wrong.
I opened another beer and took a sip. Anything to forget.
Do you think she miss me as much as i miss her? Maybe she hates me for what i did. For fuck sake even i hate myself, she should hate me. My mind was wandering around. It didn't matter how many beers i would swallow, I just couldn't get her out of my mind.
.
Suddenly heard my alarm. What time is it? I'm pathetic i don't even know what time it is. It didn't even matter tho. I hadn't been to school in a while. I didn't wanna see her. I didn't wanna see her being happy and moving on, i didn't wanna see her smile knowing i'm not allowed to kiss her sweet lips. Only because i was stupid enough to let my soulmate go. Was there a small chance she worried about me? No i was being stupid and i knew it.

it's been hours and i haven't moved. I sat in silence just thinking. I stood up on my way to the fridge to get another drink. That's when i saw myself in the body mirror. I said i was never gonna be like him. My old man. Look at me now, drinking beer in the sofa bc my girlfriend left. Tears started to spill out. I'm an idiot, i'm a fucking idiot. Why did i think i deserved betty, i didn't, i really didn't. I'm a disappointed.
"YOU'RE A FUCKING FAILURE" I screamed at myself before sliding down onto the floor sobbing.
I smelled like alcohol. No the whole trailer did. There's bottles everywhere.
I didn't know how or when but i made it to the fridge and got another bottle out, i sat down besides it and let the tears out. The same thoughts running through my head. "i'm an idiot"
"Hello" i suddenly heard as someone opened the door. I didn't care enough to look up, if somebody killed me right now i wouldn't care, honestly it would be a relief. The door was only right behind me as someone stepped in.
"Jug? Jughead What are you doing" Someone asked worried and kneeled down beside me.
Betty, Betty was here.
"Betty?" I looked up ashamed to meet her eyes.
"Jug-" I took another sip from my drink
"No Juggie, don't, please" She plead and took my beer away from me
"Betty-" I didn't know what i wanted to say, but Betty was the only thing that came out.
"Are you okay?" She asked like it wasn't obvious. Of course i wasn't. I felt her take my hand and squeeze softly as tears started to form in her eyes.
"What happened?"
'You' I wanted to say. But i couldn't, it wasn't her fault it was all mine. I was the one who broke up with her, i was the one who started drinking, I was even the one who kissed her in her room that day, i was the reason this, our relationship started and ended. It was quiet, she tried to make me look into her eye but i couldn't. I didn't wanna see the disappointed in her eyes that i knew was there.
"Remember when i kissed you for the first time in your room?" It was completely random and i didn't even know where i wanted to go with this
"Yeah?" I could feel her eyes on me
"I was so nervous. I thought you were gonna punch me and kick me out of your house. And i was so happy when you kissed me back-" i chuckled at myself "- then you ruined it, starting to talk about Polly and the car" She chuckled at me and playfully hit me.
"I thought we said we wouldn't mention that again" I met her eyes as she was already staring at me.
"Okay but Jughead what happened? Why are you drinking?" Her voice changed from a playful voice to a more serious one. I sighed
"I..... i miss you-"
"Jug-" She tried cutting me off
" It's the only thing that keeps the pain away.... and makes me forget"
"Why didn't you talk to me?" She put her hand on my cheek turning my head back to her.
It was silent
"Why are you here Betty?" This was the only question i wanted answer to
"I was worried about you-"
"-Well you shouldn't be. We're not together anymore, remember?" I took her hand away from my cheek
"But you just said-"
"I lost you Betty, and it's my fucking fault, ALL MY STUPID ASS FAULT"
"You didn't loose me-" more tears were spilling down her cheeks again.
"I did Betty! i lost you! i lost my only light in this stupid life So why don'y you leave and go to your new boyfriend and happy life-"
"You really think i would just forget about you and get a new boyfriend after a week?"
"Well i don't fucking know Betty! Obviously since i'm no longer in your life!"
"Jug please listen to me-" She was desperate
"Go home Betty" I knew i would regret it the moment she stepped outside the trailer, but right now it felt like the only option, to get her away from me.
"No. The last time you said that i walked home, and see were that brought me, right back to ur trailer. So no i'm not leaving"
This was not in my plan, my plan was her leaving, and me hopefully drinking myself to death.
"Jughead let me help you, please"
"I can't"
"Why?-" It was quiet "- Look at me and tell me why"
"I.... don't... i don't wanna fuck up your life aswell"
"Juggie you wouldn't, when i'm with you, it's like the i only time my life... is mine and everything doesn't feel like a fucked up mess-"
"I fucked up my own life, when dad is drunk he keep saying i fucked up his as well, it's just a matter of time before i would fuck urs up as well"
"Jughead you know everything your dad said wasn't true, right?" Her hands hold onto my face again and she was staring into my eyes
"Are you sure Betty? Because i'm pretty sure that's exactly what i am, a piece of worthless trash"
"Jughead you're not-"
"Even if i wasn't that, it would of still just been a matter of time before you left on your own"
"I wouldn't-"
"Everyone does in my life, you would of to. So instead of finding a letter one day saying you left, i did it myself"
"Jughead, i know you been through a lot okay, but this is not the way to solve things, we don't just end things and leave them"
"Maybe you don't, but i do. I mean Betty you're perfect and i know how much you hate that word but you are okay, and i'm just a "Weirdo from the wrong side if the tracks wearing a beanie because of his insecurities""
She sighed
"Juggie i don't know how much you been drinking, or how drunk you are, but i'm going to help you"
"I'm not that drunk anymore. The alcohol stopped working, especially when you're here"
God i sound pathetic, not only that but stupid to.
"Betts-" Oh no what am i saying now "-Ehm, Betts i'm sorry, for telling you to go home that night, and for making you come here, and... i'm going to regret saying this in a few seconds but...-" Breath in and out breath in-" I miss you, like crazy, i didn't think you could miss someone this much, but damn, it hurts, all the time, just thinking about you and knowing that you're not mine and knowing other guys can hit on you and it scares me" I could feel tears dripping down my face again
"What are you scared of?" Her eye browns were furrowed and she had that look in her eyes,
"You-" I could see she was taken back by my answer
"- For the first time in a very long time, i felt home, and i've been searching for a home for so long, and then suddenly home isn't this old trailer, but you, you're my home, i feel like i'm home with you. Now i can't call you my home, and i feel homeless, but i've been homeless and even that was better than this feeling. It scares me, only you have ever made me feel this way. I'm pretty sure you're the only person who can help me and i hate it... I feel so helpless" God i sounded more pathetic now than before, just telling her everything i feel, she didn't even have to say anything.
"Juggie-" She had tears all over her face. Suddenly she jumped into my lap hugging me
"- That's how i feel to, and i've missed you, so so much, you don't understand" She hugged me tighter. Did i hear her right? did she miss me to?
"Jug are you okay?"I could hear her ask
"Babe- Jughead do you hear me?" Did she just call me babe? I missed her calling me that
"Yeah"
It was quiet again but she was still hugging me, as if, if she ket go i would disappear
"Jug" She whispered after a few more seconds
"Yeah?"
"I don't like this" What was she talking about? Me? Our hug? Me? my trailer?
"What?"
"You-" Oh no, oh no oh. no nonnnonoononon "-Drinking, i don't like it"
"I know, i'm sorry" R.E.L.I.E.F
"Will you stop it"
"Only for you Ba- Betts"
I could smell her scent, she was the only thing in the trailer that didn't stink alcohol.
"What are we?" I tried to hide the smile that crept onto my face but it was really hard. All i've wanted was obviously to be together again, and to be able to call her mine, but the only thing that mattered was what she wanted.
"What do you want?"
"Us... I want it to be us again"
I couldn't even hide the grin that crept onto my face now.
"So?" She asked
"I- Yes- and- so- i-" I was the one who grabbed her face now kissing her harder then i ever had probably, she broke the kiss pretty fast
"You taste like- beer"
"Sorry" I got to kiss Betty for the first time in weeks and you fuck it up, good one there jughead good one
"Are you drunk?" She asked again
"i already told you, i'm not"
"Yeah but maybe you lied"
"I've never lied to you Betty"
"Yeah sure, but what if you go and take a shower, and brush your teeth and i'll-"
"Join me in the shower?" I saw the smirk playing on her lips
"You wish Jones" She said with that extra fire in her tone
"Oh i do, every night i pray that next time i take a shower you'll come in and join me" I bit my lip and winked at her
"Keep dreaming"
"How- how do you know i've dreamed about that" She looked at me like she just seen a ghost "I'm kidding" i laughed at her expression
"Are you still drunk?"
"No, can we not talk about.. that?"
"I'm just worried, i'm sorry"
"You want to know what would make me feel better?" She nodded "Joining me in the shower"
"No, you really want to see me naked don't you?"
"Well yeah, you're like really wow with clothes so get you without any, just wow. You know one day you will join me in the shower just so you know"
"Yeah sure, anyway jump away and get in the shower" "And you'll be joining soon?"
"No" "Damnit" Of course i wanted Betty to join me, who wouldn't want that. I do understand that she's insecure, i am to, we haven't even had our first time yet, But that doesn't mean that i don't want her to join me, so i could spoil her with compliments and just admire her. One day it would happen, that i know.

I put on the clothes Betty put outside the bathroom and walked to the kitchen, she had taken all the bottles and put them in a garbage bag by the door. This woman was a real hero.
I walked back towards the bedroom and saw Betty laying on my bed in my shirt, Making me instantly smile.
"Hey gorgeous" i said as i walked towards her
"Hey handsome, wanna join me?"
"You don't wanna join me in the shower, but you want me to join you in the bed?" I said as i climbed in beside her
"Shut-" I cut her off by kissing her
"Wait, shouldn't you be in school now?" I asked remember it was a weekday and day.
"Shouldn't you be in school?" She questioned back
"Okay fair enough" She smiled proudly and cuddled closer to me.
"I'm going tomorrow, -and you to"
"What no, i don't wanna go" I pleaded
"You missed a lot, so you're going tomorrow to catch up"
"Can't i please get the week off and start on Monday again?"
"No"
"But if-"
"If you don't go tomorrow there will be no cuddles for a whole week"
"Damnit i really want cuddles"

I woke up a few hours later, looking for Betty beside me. Just to realize she wasn't there.
Did i just dream all that? Was she still gone and i was still alone? My thoughts kept going around until i saw that she was standing on the other side of the small room changing shirt.
"Betts come back, you're warm"
"I can't i gotta get home"
"5 more minutes"
"Nope"
"4?" "3?" "I can't" "2" "Nah" "1?" "Juggie i can't" "30 seconds pleaseeeee" "I wish i could, but i really gotta go" Sigh "Can i at least get a kiss, since i only got one before?" "Sure"
Just as her lips touched mine i swang my arms around her and dragged her down into the bed with me
"Babe" "5 minutes"
——— 1 year later ———
Jughead pov:

"Betty is that you?" i asked when i heard the bathroom door open.
"Yeah, i'm just putting down you're clothes"
"Thanks babe"
"No problem"
I put on the shower again, and continued thinking about no things. Suddenly i heard the bathroom door open again
"Betts? Are you just putting in something more?"
"Yeah, just socks"
"Oh okay" I heard her close the door again and i put my head against the wall letting the warm water drip down my body
Then i heard, what sound like clothes falling to the ground.
"Betty? Are you still in here?"
Just as i asked she opened the shower curtain making my eyes travel down her body as a smirk started playing on my lips.
"Are you gonna let me in?" "Mmmhm" God i probably looked stupid, not even being able to talk.
That's when i remembered something
"I told you it would happen!"
"What?" She asked truely confused
"I TOLD YOU, YOU WOULD JOIN ME IN THE SHOWER!" I smiled down at her
"You know i can leave again" She talked back
"Oh no, you can't leave, not now when i finally have you here, after years of waiting" I said as i put both my arms on the wall beside her head, making her getting pushed against the wall
"1 year"
"More than one year"
"Uhu? then how long?"
"A few months into our relationship"
"Have you alwats been this horny?"
"Well can you blame me? i'm dating you, and god you're beautiful"
A big smile spread across her face before i leaned down to kiss her"
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