LOVE FOR MUSLIMAHS

Chapter ten

Salam PEPs!!!!
I'm back again
U know its been along time
Its winter break
So let's get moving!!!!
So....I'm changing zaid back to mujib...don't mind the shit(sorry about the language)on the comment about zaid..it was just a...... u know...
I know u guys totally get me soo her we go....!!!!

Sekinah
I'm so worked up right now,I still can't believe I sent the messege to tohir.I wonder what he's thinking ..I'm so stupid.he must think I'm a desperate fool or somethin.
I take a sit at my dressing table and think for some minutes I get up decide to get dressed in a blue long sleeved sun dress and a pair of white alligator sandals.I get a cab and go to kiwiyahs house..I give her a call on d ways to make sure she's home and mujibs not I really don't to face one of tohirs pals right now..all I know if tohir may have told him.I ring the door bell twice before kiwi comes to open the door putting on a pair of sweat pants and a oversized shirt along with a apron which baking powder smeared all over her face and apron I chuckle a little at the sight in front of me...she gives me a ear to ear smile before moving behind the door to make a way for me to come in.

"Salam sekinah how ya doing..its been a long time" she says as she leads me to the kitchen area which is currently in a pretty bad state.

"Walykumsalam kiwiyah..and I don't think its been a long time since your wedding"I say taking in her well furnished kitchen apart from the messed up side "also..what are you trying to make"

She looks around and smiles sheepishly "well I was trying to bake a cake for you and mujib since you told me pretty early that you were coming to visit" she says,the last part dripping with sacarsim
I give her a little smile before dropping the bomb "i actually came here to talk to you about something".she takes a it on a bar stool next to me and grabs my hand in hers and gives me a reassuring smile."so you know tohir right" I pause to she her reaction and she nods "so I kinda sent him a message telling him I'm in love with him" I say in one breath maybe too fast

She stares at me for some seconds and I'm worried she's going to Freak out like hanefah
"Do u actually love him?"...she asks

I think for some seconds"I don't know" I answer sincerely.she smiles before she speaks again"I know everybody's putting u under pressure about getting married and stuff .but you don't have to listen to them.no ones goona decide for you if you get married and things don't go as planned they are not gonna take the blame for it,so do what your heart wants and not want people want for you, I believe in you and i know u are gonna make the right decison"she says ....I didn't realise I was crying till I felt her hand on my check wiping my tears away"thank you so much kiwi,you're the best, I can't imagine where I'll be without you"I say and I give her a tight hug

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~~qowiyyah~~~~~~