LOVE FOR MUSLIMAHS

*chapter eleven*

Welcome back
If you haven't prayed go pray the book can wait .....

Sekinah
       After leaving kiwiyah's house I couldn't stop thinking about what she said...do I really like him or I'm just under pressure..I wonder what tahir thinks he hasn't said anything after I told him I'm so stupid ...I dont even know what to do anymore  ....i get money out of my purse and hand the cab driver two dollars and walk into my apartment ...still thinking of what to do

Tahir
     I dont even know what to think about wat sekina sent ...its been such a long time since I've seen her or even talked to her and I'm not sure my feelings are still as strong as they were ..when we were In college...I haven't even replied ..I'm so stressed out right now.....I throw my phone on the couch as I walk into my apartment after talking a walk a run a cold bath and take a quick shower .........I quickly tie a towel around my waist as I hear my doorbell ring ...who could that be?

Mujib
     being married isn't how I thought it was ..but it isn't how I expected it to be ..but it's okay though....I woke up the first Mornin to make breakdafast for kiwiyah and I just to surprise her ...and I know she's a heavy sleeper so ..she probably wouldn't get up early enough to make breakfast ..
  She ws surprised but happy..then I made her blush again..she looks so cute when her checks turn bright red ....I leave home after breakfast to get somethings from work since I'm on a break for our honeymoon
     When I get home that evening ...I walk into a messy kitchen ...with kiwiwyah trying to...I think bake something...I walk silently behind her and wrap my hand round her waist ...she jumps at alert ready to hit whoever's behind her with the spatula in her hand but she relaxes visibly when she sees its me...
"Hmm..hey" she says quickly trying to slow down her breathing and trying to hide her tinted checks
"Salamalykum"i say as I chuckle slightly
"Oh..silly me...walykumsalam"she says hitting herself on the head..."so how are  doing" she ask removing herself from my grip..."I'm better than ever" I say as I sigh dreamily...."oookkayy"she says eying me suspiciously...and she starts to clear up the kitchen
"Ummm...kiwiyah??"
"Yeah"she replies turining away from what she was doing
..."um...wat were u doing" I ask nervously hoping she won't get upset
.." oh" she says as her checks turn bright red again ....she turns away and continues clearing the kitchen..."I ws trying to make something for you and sekina but as u can see..It  didnt turn out pretty well"..she says laughing slightly at the end ....I stare at her for some minutes and that's when I notice she's covered in flour and baking soda ...I try hold myself back from laughing as I walk up to her and dust the flour away from her hair .."well
.that's so nice of you..thank u"...I say. And give her a quick peck on her forehead ......"and sekinah was here?"..I say trying to ease the tension..."yeah.. She was .."she says and her mood slight changes..."what's wrong"..I ask taking her hand in mine .."c'mon u can tell me" I reassure her..she let's a deep sigh and tells all wat happen between sekina and tahir..."I just dont want her to make the wrong the decision ot get married bcos she thinks she's under pressure or bcos all her friends are  ..I just want her to be happy "she says as her eyes start to get teary..."its..okay, she won't and I'll talk to tahir about this"...her eyes brighten up when I say I'll talk to tahir..."you will?" She asks squeezing my hands tighty..I nod my head to reassure her and she jumps on top of me catching me offguard giving me a tight hug ..."thank u soo much mujib"...she says as the removes herself from ontop of me..."its the least thing I can do since you're my wife"i say to her getting up from the bar stool and walking out of the kitchen  "I'll be right back  ..I need to take a shower"i shout behind me turning around the corner to our room

Heyy guyssss..I'm really sorry I've not been updating my book I've been really busy ..with classes and everything you know this pandemic  and stuff..love y'all

~~qowiyyah